Long Lost Fate

Autumn

Chapter 1

I was walking on the same little bridge where I had my first kiss with the boy I first loved and probably the last. With the same weather and the same season, I feel nostalgic. As if, everything happened yesterday. I will meet him today after his 3 weeks mission in Wind Country. I missed him so much, my insides ache. Without knowing it, I was walking-running towards the center of the little bridge, where I saw a beautiful, muscular form... Neji...

And there he was, looking at me with that beautiful smirk. I run towards him and literally throw myself to him. He hugged me back, with those strong arms. Oh how I love him. Even if he smelled blood, mud, sand and he stinks, I still cling and buried my face to his who-knows-how-long-he-was-wearing anbu uniform.

"Ten-ten, I smell like hell", he stated in a matter of fact way.

"Yeah and I love it... Oh Neji..." I moaned in his shirt.

He pushes me off him and looked me square in the eye.

"I need to see Tsunade-sama, and probably, Sakura too".

That's when I take a close look at him. He has a knife scar on his cheek, probably five days old. His eyes showed no sleep, he has a bandage on his left arm, his beautiful, silky short hair (which was 2 years ago was so long but cut off during one of his mission) was disheveled because of maybe a week of non-washing but still looked beautiful with that crystal-clear eyes. That's when I realized how dangerous his mission was. It was a class-A mission and I know that chances are big that he'll never be going back to me anymore. But he's here, standing in front of me, alive. I avert my eyes, remembering that being a ninja is being a dead meat or a hero, if you're lucky enough. He lift my chin with his pointing finger and ask, "Can I kiss you now?", I look at him with sorrow in my eyes but his eyes are full of gladness, a sense of gladness that he's alive and seeing me today.

"Yes. Kiss me."

He talked to Tsunade-sama in her office while Sakura and I chat on the building's rooftop. The autumn wind is strong enough to blow my hair from its tight bun. I let it loose. "Oh. Before I forgot, here are the pills that you're asking for." Sakura said with a twinkle in her eyes.

"Thank you, Sakura-chan. Now's not the time for conceiving right?" She laughed at my little joke.

"Yeah. Konoha is pretty busy and it's a pain in the ass if one of us got it heavy."

"Maybe I won't be having one ever." she laughed again on my statement and I laughed with her now.

"Don't you ever say that. Maybe Neji wants a baby. And for who's sake, we're just 20, we mustn't rush. Take your time girl and live your life." I smile thinly at her.

"That is not what a shinobi wants to say today Sakura-chan. With all this war and famine..." I trailed off. Sakura fell silent. I look at the clear blue sky. It's so peaceful today. But it's because of the sudden cease fire. Who knows when and who will break it.

"You're probably right, but for me, as long as you have life, live it. Yes, we don't have long but it's so good to smile and think that you're still alive." she said this smiling, looking at the sky and yes, with so much peace in her eyes.

The door leading to where we are, creaked and there he is, the man who makes me feel alive.

"You ready for your check-up?" Sakura-chan asked him.

"Yeah, I'm so stiff."

"Oh, I can't do anything about that. Ten-chan would do something about that later." I still have the shame to blush at Sakura's words.

"I'm talking 'bout my muscles, you moron." then the autumn wind rings with the pink-haired girl's laugh.

After Neji's full-body check-up, I wave goodbye at Sakura.

"See you later, Sakura-chan."

"Yeah, and Neji, take it easy, your body can't take rough sex until your wounds were completely healed." Sakura smirked at her words, I giggle and Neji sigh.

"Should you say that here in public? We were at the clinic earlier and you didn't remind me of that." Sakura laugh.

"Then it's no fun anymore." I laugh with her now and Neji look at me disapprovingly.

We were walking the path towards my little house silently, hand in hand. I had a bag of goodies in my right hand. Neji insisted on holding it and making a bit of a fuss at the market earlier. I glared at him and cut him curtly. I don't want him carrying even a light bag of snacks on his left hand. He said that he can carry it on the good arm but I won't be holding on his left hand. I know I was exaggerating but really? I can carry it on my own. I sigh remembering how silly the little argument was. "What?" I heard his sexy, husky voice asked. "What?" I asked back.

"You're sighing Ten-ten, what's the problem?" He shot back. I looked at his silky hair being swept by the wind. I can look at him forever.

"I was just thinking about us having a baby." I lied, peering at him, looking for a reaction, but he just look ahead the path. I know it. He won't talk about that. The autumn breeze blew my hair. I sigh again. I feel exhausted for an unknown reason.

"You're beautiful without the bun."

"You've said that a million times."

"But still you put it in a bun."

"You know I'm stubborn."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

At my response he turned me around so I am facing him. His hands on my shoulder, griping me like I would disappear if he doesn't hold me like that. His short hair was cut but still touches his shoulders. The long ones which were tied at his back were being swept by the wind. It was like a tail hair with his short ones. He looked so good with it. Very muscular, sexy and beautiful. This is mine. My Neji.

"Ten-ten..." he whispered my name like he's praying.

"Hmmm?"

"I want to fuck you right now." He growled putting his lips on my left ear.

"Right here?" he growled again but in frustration. He stepped away from me, taking my hand and continuing our walk. Not looking at me. Perhaps if he looks at me, he would snap and we will be having a real hot sex in public.

"Don't give me some fucking imagination on fucking you here behind these fucking trees." I girlie giggle. Because I know that if Neji is cursing, he's frustrated. Sexually.

"Don't you laugh on me babe, coz I'll fuck you till you beg me to stop." he whisper-growled again.

"Is that what a 3 week drought can bring out of you? A monster? Rarr..." I asked, still giggling. I saw the little house where I live and I'm filled with sudden anticipation. My stomach lurched. Yes, it's been fucking 3 weeks and I'm ready to get my fill.

"You're in a drought too, technically speaking."

"Hell yes! I am!" Before I knew it, we were kiss-walking towards the house. Umm... How I missed this soft lips, the sweet taste, his tongue curling in my mouth, biting his lower lip with my teeth. I'm wet. I want him now! We side step, I was fumbling for the keys in my back pocket then I am reaching for the door knob when it turns and opened. And yes! There was a smirking blonde boy inside my house. I think my eyes pop out of my head. This is my little house, I'm sure of it. That is why, what the hell- "Naruto?" And I hear Neji saying a curse, "What the fuck?" he hissed.

"Welcome home! Neji-boy!" Naruto shouted happily. And again for the third time, I sigh.

"I'm really sorry for broking into your house Ten-chan. Naruto insisted that we surprised you two and I... I... I was..." Hinata stuttered. She's the only reason why Neji didn't kill Naruto right there and then. "Neji-nii-san, I apologize for being rude and disturbing you at this hour... I..." Neji was silently dangerous. He didn't even look at her. This is all Naruto The Great Moron's fault. I glare at Naruto for dragging Hinata at his stupid scheme.

"It's ok Hina-chan. Do not apologize for your boyfriend's stupidity." I said feeling sorry for Hinata. I mean, Naruto is a great friend and a great Ninja but I can't imagine being in love with this moron. Well, maybe because I have the most intelligent Ninja in Konoha and I feel so good thinking that he became stupid when I have his cock in my mouth.

"Hey, that's rude. We just want to check on you guys. Hinata just want to have dinner with you. I brought wineeeee!" Naruto shout happily making Neji massage his temples with his fingers. Naruto and Hinata disappeared inside. I look at my man and smile at him. "Well, I think we should wait." I grinned seductively at him and invited myself into my own house.

"I just want to have sex." Neji whispered behind me. Then also he sighed.

The dinner was great. Hinata is a clumsy girl but she cooks like a pro. I was a little bit thankful for having her at my house and cooking for us. Naruto just talk non-stop shits and Neji wants to punch him in the face but eventually refrained for his cousin's sake. "Ahh! I'm full! Thanks for the food! You're the greatest cook babe." Neji glared at Naruto, probably he doesn't want him calling his baby sister, babe. Hinata's face was bright red and I can see that she's brooding on Naruto's complement. Oh my. I hate to admit it, but I think it's stupid enough to be in love with someone stupid. "I... I should wash the dishes." Hinata muttered.

"No, I'll do that. It's enough already that you cooked for us Hina-chan. Dinner was great, ne? Neji?" I turn my head and heard him grunt. I glare at him because I saw his cousin looking disappointed. I know his in a bad mood but I don't like him having attitudes like that towards his cousin. How many times did I talk to him that he should be more careful on handling Hinata because she's sensitive.

I put my hands at my waist and shoot icy glares at him.

"Don't you grunt on me, big man." I hissed at him.

"Oh. Oh. One wrong move and no sex for you, baby!" Naruto laughed at his words like one hell of a crazy fucker. I glared at him too and he instantly shuts up. Neji sighed and answered,

"Yes, dinner was great." I saw Hinata's face lit up. The man knew better than to pick a fight with me.

"Thank you Hina-chan. I'll do the dishes, you should go home coz you're probably tired." I smile at her. She insisted further but I think she's too tired to argue about the dishes.

"Hey you should thank me too." Naruto said. And as if something dawned on me, I asked,

"How'd you get in?"

"Oh I bust your kitchen door." Hinata looks horrified. I think she doesn't know about it. My anger flares and I was in a verge to bust his head then I growled.

"Naruto!"

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