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Chapter 1

Hello….I've never been good with small talk, so I will just start out with the basics, my name is Dillon Smith and I am not a good person so if you are reading this because you want to follow the story of a great, bold, nice, and powerful hero then you better just stop reading.

Now for those who stayed I will tell you a little more about my life, I am 17 and I live in California in an Orphanage after my parents died. I was only 12 when they died but I remember it clearly…what you just expect me to tell you what happened, I don't know you and you are lucky I am writing this in the first place so fuck off.

The orphanage that I live in is pretty empty there are only 8 kids living there and 1 grownup to look after us, look over us is not the best word for it considering all he looks after is his alcohol and cigarettes which he is not too good at doing because I steal them from him all the time, I don't have any talent other than stealing and I like to get drunk so what do you expect.

Not many people talk to me in the orphanage, most of them hate me because I steal from them pretty often, the owner of the orphanage hates me as well because I gave him the nickname "Fatso" (but can you blame me, he looks like he ate a monster truck.)

I think the only reason Fatso wanted the job as the owner of the orphanage is for the check that he gets once a month from the government, the check is for him to buy all the orphans food and toys but all he does is pocket it.

The orphanage has nothing entertaining in it, we have cable but the only TV is in Fatso's room where no one is allowed in, I go into their fairly often to steal things from him but he never found out. But that's enough about him let's get back to talking about me. (I am the main character after all.)

I am the oldest kid in the orphanage I am average height and I am stronger than the average person because when Fatso gets mad at you he makes you do exercise until your body can't handle anymore, and Fatso gets mad at me a LOT.

I have jet black hair that comes to my eyes, my eye color is dark brown, I have one set of cloths because Fatso won't buy me or anyone else any more, I would steal someone else's cloths when they go to bed but then I would have to watch them walk around naked and considering that everyone in the orphanage is a guy I am going pass.

My shirt is dark black and my pants are gray, I have a pair of shoes that I managed to steal from someone who took them off at the park but I don't wear them to often because Fatso would probably confiscate them and finally I have boxers that are grey with red stripes. I have a scar across my left arm from the accident. (Which I still am not going to tell you about.)

No one is allowed to leave the orphanage except to get on the bus to go to school but that doesn't stop me from sneaking out to steal stuff from random people and sometimes to look at the sunset before bed.

Not to many people talk to me at school either because they think I would steal from them (which I have and would do) you are probably thinking "well if you want people to be your friend then stop stealing from them." but to be honest ever sense the accident I have lost everyone so I only care about one person and that's ME.

you can call me mean and even evil all you want but just remember all you people are to me are stepping stones to greater things. I have always been good at manipulating people in to doing what I want, I am so good at it that kids at school say "people are like my play toys" which is mostly true.

As you could probably guess I get in trouble a lot at school for stealing, swearing, smoking, drinking, and the list goes on, Fatso doesn't really care much about it because it doesn't affect him in anyway.

I sometimes get people to do things for my entertainment when I'm bored, I once got a freshman to fight a senior by convincing him that the senior was fucking his sister on the weekends when in reality she was going out shopping with her friends, to no surprise the senior beat the living shit out of the freshman. I know that was a dick move but when the most fun you have all day is math class then you sometimes have to make your own fun.

One thing that always made me happy was the fact that when I turn 18 I can leave the orphanage and move on with my big plan, that was the plan but plans don't always turn out the way you want them to.

"WAKE THE HELL UP!" Fatso yelled at everyone as he marched into the room were all the orphans slept. Fatso might drink a lot but he always got up on time just to piss us off.

Several people groaned and started to sit up. "Come on you big babies when I was in the war we only got 3 hours of sleep and we were woken up by gun shots!" Fatso yelled as he came to a stop in the middle of the room.

"They must have been pretty bad at aim to miss you" I said as I continued to lay down "I heard that Dillan, drop and give me 50!" Fatso yelled in my direction "yes princess" I said as I got out of bed and started to do my daily pushups "that's another 20 for talking back" Fatso said this time in a quieter voice as he pulls out a lighter and cigarette and started smoking.

Everyone except me got dressed and headed to the kitchen to eat breakfast (which was one box of cereal that everyone fought over.) I had to stay back and finish my morning pushups but after that I got dressed and headed to the kitchen, all the breakfast was already gone and divided between several people but this wasn't going to stop me from getting something to eat.

I slowly walked over to where I usually sat but along the way I passed a guy by the name of Matt who happened to not be paying attention and was one of the lucky bastards who managed to get food.

I continued walking to my table but along the way I stretched out my hand and scooped up his bowl of cereal which didn't have milk because Fatso never bought a fridge and even if he did he probably wouldn't buy us any milk, with my newly acclaimed breakfast I walked over to the sink and snatched a cup and filled it up with tap water. (At least Fatso paid the water bill.)

I then walked over to my seat and sat down to start eating. "WHAT! Where is my food….Dillon give me my breakfast back." Matt said as he realized that his food is missing.

I laughed and turned toward where he sat which was around 10 feet away "I have no idea what you're talking about" I said sarcastically with a smile on my face. "You stole it from me, it's right there next to you" he said as he pointed at the cereal next to me. "What?" I said mockingly "I would never steal anything from anyone" I said as I turned back to the cereal to start eating.

"You stole Robert's breakfast yesterday and Mark's breakfast two days ago" Matt said as he pointed at Robert and then at Mark who both nodded in agreement "that was the past and this is the present, I am a changed man who happens to have a nice bowl of cereal to eat." I said as I started eating "you know, if you didn't steal from everyone maybe people would actually start being your friend" Matt says "well last time I checked I have breakfast and you don't" I said with a mouth full of cereal.

"Why don't you ask one of your *friends* for some breakfast" I said as I stopped eating and turned towards him with a cocky smile "Danny?" Matt asked as he looked over to one of his friends who was eating "um, you know I had a long day yesterday and I have track today and I kind of need a full stomach. Sorry man" Danny said as he looked down at his food "Whatever" Matt said angrily as he laid his head down and tried to catch a few z's before school.

I finished up my breakfast and put my bowl and cup in the sink for whoever has the unlucky job of cleaning the dishes later. I walked out of the kitchen and into the bedroom where several kids and Fatso are standing around the window waiting for the school bus.

Fatso won't let us go outside to wait for the bus so we had to watch out the window to see when the bus gets here, if you missed the bus Fatso would make you walk to school which was 3 miles away. Fatso was sitting in the only chair in the bedroom while he watched everyone to make sure we didn't go outside until the bus pulled up.

"Fatso, why aren't we allowed to go outside? I asked Fatso as I leaned on a wall next to him "I told you to stop calling me that, now drop and give me 30." Fatso said angrily "sure, but you never answered my question." I said as I bent down and started doing pushups.

"I didn't answer because I don't have to answer anything you want me to, you seem to have forgotten who the grownup is." Fatso said as he stared down on me with a scowl "come on don't be like that, maybe if you tell me I might start being a nicer person." I said as I did pushups "and maybe I will grow wings and fly off into the sunset" Fatso said sarcastically "you becoming a good person HA, I don't believe in fairytales." Fatso said with a smirk on his face as he put his foot on my back and pushed down.

I continued doing the pushups which was hard as fuck considering I had Fat Albert pushing down on my back "but just to humor you I will tell you why I don't let any of you maggots outside."

"It's because I know the second you get out of the sight you will start planning something and I can tell when someone is planning something, and let me tell you something with how much you plan you should be the president of the United States, to bad your dumber than a sack of bricks." Fatso said as he drew from his cigarette

"But why would I want to be the president when I have big plans already." I said with a smirk as I finished the last of my pushups "let's get something strait, you have no plans for the future and just for that you have bathroom duty tomorrow." fatso said "worth it to see your fat ass angry." I thought to myself as I stood up and walked over to the window to wait for the bus. Ten minutes later the bus pulled up and everyone walked out the door and got onto the bus.

The school day was uneventful so I will just tell you the main things that happened, I stole a girls math homework and copied the answers over to my sheet, I got a lonely kid at lunch to buy me a bag of chips by convincing him that I would become his friend but to tell you the truth I didn't even know what the kids name was.

I got sent to the office because I dropped my pencil during a test and I muttered shit and just with my luck the teacher heard me, not that I really cared .The principles name is Mr. Carver but I like to call him Mr. Smoothhead on the account that his head can blind you if you look at it when the sun is out. "Sup Mr. Smoothhead" I say as I walked into his room. "Dillon Smith" he says without looking up from his papers.

I guess it's not too hard to figure out its me considering I am the only student who calls him Mr. Smoothhead "so what brings you to my office this time?" Mr. Smoothhead asked me "I said a bad word." I said with a pouty face "Dillan you know it's against the rules to use bad language on school property, I am afraid I have to write you up for this." Mr. Smoothhead said.

"oh no not a write up" I say as I pretend to be scared which is hard because I couldn't stop smiling "Dillon I must say you are what most people call a … troublemaker" Mr. Smoothhead said "really now that's a shocker" I said sarcastically, Mr. Smoothhead turned around in his chair so it was facing the opposite direction from me. (oh god here comes the speech)

"I understand it must be hard to be an orphan my father died 14 years ago and my mother died just 4 years ago, I am thankful that I was an adult when it happened and I had felt loss before they passed away, you were just a kid when it happened and I understand that it had to be heartbreaking for you."

"What I am trying to say is that you can't let that destroy your life you need to power threw it and use it to make you stronger so that you can succeed in life, you will be graduating soon and you need to grow up so that you can get a job start a family and live a happy life." Mr. Smoothhead said in his classic *I'm older than you so I know more* voice.

He turned back around in his chair and seen me upside down in the chair playing with a Rubix Cube "done?" I asked him to make sure that he was done with his speech "were did you get that cube from?" he asked me "I got it out of that drawer over there." I say as I point at a wooden dresser were a single drawer is hanging open.

"There was a lot of other cool things in there, is that were you put all the stuff you confiscate from students?" I asked as I sit back up straight in the chair "yes, now give me that back, students are not allowed to have them in school." Mr. Smoothhead said as he held out his hand for the Rubix Cube "aww just when I was starting to have fun." I said as I handed him the Rubix Cube.

He puts the cube back up and looks at me with what I can guess is pity "Dillon *sigh* you act as if life is just a game" Mr. Smoothhead said, that caught me off guard but I quickly composed myself and put on a smile.

"If life is a game, then I plan on winning no matter what." I state which gets another sigh from Mr. Smoothhead "I hope one of these days you learn that life is not just a game, life is special and should be cherished." Mr. Smoothhead said with a frown on his face "yeah love, hugs, happiness all that great stuff, can I go now?" I asked with a bored expression "go ahead" Mr. Smoothhead said with a wave of his arm and a sad look on his face "see you later Mr. Smoothhead." I said as I stand up and walk towards the door "it's Mr. Carver" he said with a agitated look on his face "whatever Mr. Smoothhead." I say with a wave of my hand as a step out of the office.

I didn't feel like going back to class so I hid out in one of the janitor's closets and pulled out my new cell phone that I just stole out of the same drawer as the Rubix Cube "never trust a rattle snake Mr. Smoothhead because it will always come back to bite you" I think to myself as I play with the new phone.

It was a Galaxy S5 'not the newest but hey I am not complaining." I think to myself as I flip through the different apps, most of the apps are stupid and useless for me but again I got a free phone so I wasn't complaining.

The finale bell rings signaling the end of the school day. "Yay! I get to leave a boring school to go to a boring orphanage, just great." I think sarcastically. I leave the closet and walk into the sea of students who are excited to get home so they could be a dick to their parents and play a bunch of fancy games and watch TV, which pisses me off because I don't get to leave school and go home because I lost my home a long time ago.

Everyone clears away from me because they are afraid I might steal something of theirs "relax assholes I already have myself a new cell phone I don't need any more stealing for today, that is unless you have something worth my time." I think to myself with a smile as I continue walking towards the bus.

I got on the bus and sat down in my usual seat, no one sat near me because again they are afraid I would steal something from them. "Works for me not like I wanted to set anywhere near you people in the first place." I thought to myself as the bus pulled out of the schools parking lot and drove off in the direction of the orphanage.

The bus pulled up to the orphanage so me and all the rest of the orphans got out and headed into the orphanage. Fatso was usually drunk off his ass by this time so everyone stayed quiet so that Fatso would not go all military and start beating the shit out of everyone.

he would not hurt anyone physically that often unless he was drunk or in a really bad mood so in a way I was doing a good thing because I sometimes steal his alcohol, it just so happens that I like to get a little tipsy myself.

Everyone headed off to do their own thing, some went to the bedroom and others headed to the kitchen to look for some food but I don't get why they even look because it's just a waste of time, do they hope that Fatso might have grown a heart and bought everyone dinner to eat. People just hope and hope but they never stop to ask themselves what hope is.

Hope is useless what has hope ever done for me, hope is for weaklings who are too scared and lazy to do anything themselves so they just hope that things will get better over time instead of getting off there ass and working to make things better.

People are like wolfs to other people, but hey that just makes it so much more easily to control them and turn them into my puppets. A world with no fighting, drama, and arguing would be perfect but perfection is boring, I might hate the people in my world but I love the way the act towards each other, people in my world love chaos they just don't like to admit it.

People think they can read me like an open book but what they don't know is that I am only showing them what I want them to see. I have a lot of secrets that I plan on taking to the grave with me so I need to be buried in an extra-large coffin when I die.

I walked out of sight over to a corner so the other orphans would not see me and pulled out my new phone to pass the time, I did that for a few hours until I got bored so I decided to have a little fun "It's time to go do what I do best." I think to myself as I walk upstairs.

I make sure that there is nobody around and then I continue walking until I reached the outside of Fatso's room, I quietly opened the door a little so that I could peek inside, the room was covered in trash from all the stuff that Fatso was too lazy to clean up.

His TV was playing some stupid documentary about the Cold War and Fatso was spread out across his bed with a bunch of empty bottles of what I assume was alcohol. I quietly walked in and over to an old dresser I made sure that Fatso was still asleep and then I opened the dresser to reveal a six pack of Budweiser "party time" I thought to myself as I grabbed the alcohol and quietly walked out of Fatso's room.

I walked down stairs and snuck over to the back door of the house, Fatso always keeps the backdoor off limits but that never stopped me from going over to the door and opening it, I walked outside closed the door behind me and started walking over to the forest that was only a few yards away. I walked into the forest and continued walking until I came to a hill overlooking the sunset.

I climbed the small hill and sat down to look at the sunset. I sneak out to go watch the sunset at least once a week and this hill has the best view so I always came to set on the hill, watch the sunset, and get drunk off my ass.

I opened a bottle of beer and started drinking slowly because I had to make sure that I didn't get to drunk so that I can make it back to the orphanage before everyone had to go to sleep. I put down the bottle and pulled out my phone and took a picture of the sunset.

There is not too many things that I can say I love but I can honestly say that the sunset is something I can never stop loving. No matter what happens the sunset will always be there for me and that's what makes me love it so much.

I sat on that hill watching the sunset for a good 20 minutes until the sunset ended so I downed the bottle I was drinking and grabbed the left over alcohol and headed back to the orphanage. I pulled a piece of gum that I stole from a kid out of my pocket and chewed it so that my breath would not smell like alcohol. I walked into the orphanage and quickly hid the left over alcohol under a loose floor board that I discovered about a year ago.

I walked into the bedroom where everyone was getting ready to go to bed, I was about to strip down to my boxers and go to bed but before I could Fatso walked into the bedroom with a mad look on his face. "Dillan I want you in my office right now." he said as he pointed a finger in my direction "whatever" I said as I walked over to Fatso and followed him to his office.

His office was upstairs right next to his room, I could tell that Fatso was still drunk because he stumbled while he walked up the stairs. We walked into his office and he sat in a chair behind a desk while I sat in a chair that was facing him.

"It smells like shit." I said as I held my nose "cut the crap, I know what you did you piece of trash!" Fatso yelled as he pointed his finger angrily at me "what exactly did I do?" I asked calmly "you stole from me!" he yelled accusingly at me "how the hell did he know that?" I thought to myself "I don't know what you're talking about." I said with a fake look of confusion.

"You snuck into my room like a rat and stole my hard earned belongings." Fatso said as he glared at me awaiting my next move "you have no proof" I said with a smile "oh really" Fatso said as he pulled out a VHS tape "so what an old VHS tape doesn't mean a thing." I said "I noticed that a few of my things have gone missing lately so I setup an old security camera that I bought, and when I checked the tape I saw you snooping in my room and stealing from me!" Fatso said as he slammed his fist on the desk.

"Dang it! I really fucked up this time." I thought to myself "now what do you have to say before I call the police so they can take you were all the other trash of the world belongs" Fatso said with a stupid smile on his face.

"Fine! Send me off to juvie I bet its way nicer there than this shit hole, and as long as I don't have to see your fat face anymore its fine by me." I said with clenched fists as I stood up from the chair "you better take that back right now!" Fatso yelled as he also stood up from his chair "why should I listen to you?" I asked as I glared at him.

"I own this orphanage, I own everything in the orphanage, I own everyone in the orphanage and that includes you!" Fatso said as he picked up an empty alcohol bottle that he probably drunk earlier and threw it, he was still drunk so the bottle flew over my head and busted against the wall behind me

"I am going back to bed, tell the police to wake me up when they get here" I said as I turned around and started walking towards the door "your weak…maybe if you were a little tougher your parents would have lived" Fatso said with a cocky smile on his face.

I stopped in my tracks and slowly turned to face him "what did you just say?" I asked "you need me to spell it out for you dumbass, your parents could have lived if you weren't such a pussy." Fatso said as he leaned towards me with that stupid smile of his "take it back" I said as I also leaned towards him "why should I, everyone knows it's true their deaths are because of you." he said, I was pissed now beyond belief but I don't resort to physical violence unless someone attacks me first.

"You can say whatever you want about me I stopped caring a long time ago." I said as I calmed down and started to walk towards the door again.

"You are spineless just like your father." Fatso said as he leaned back in his chair "that's it!" I screamed as I tackled him out of his chair, he was shocked so he didn't have time to prepare himself before I punched him in the face "no one talks bad about my parents!" I screamed as I punched him in the face over and over again.

"Wait stop" Fatso said as I continued to punch him. He wasn't even trying to fight back which caught my attention as I stopped punching him, I noticed that he was clutching his heart and gasping for breath "I'm having a heart attack." he managed to choke out between breaths.

I just stood there looking down at him with no emotions on my face "call me an ambulance" Fatso said as he continued to clutch his heart, I bent down so that my face was only inches away from his "how about you ask someone who gives a fuck if you live or die." I said as I stood up and started walking towards the door "please you can't leave me like this I'll die" Fatso pleaded as he tried to crawl towards me "have fun….Fatso." I said as I walked out of the office with a smile on my face.

"I can't deal with this stupid orphanage any longer." I thought to myself as I walked over to the loose floorboard, I lifted up the floorboard and grabbed several things and put them into my pockets. I walked out the front door to the orphanage and walked into the forest.

I didn't know where I was going but all I cared about was getting as far away from that stupid orphanage as possible. "How could I just leave him like that? Sure he was an asshole but I just left him for dead." I thought to myself as I continued walking.

I continued walking and walking into the darkness of the night "I just left a man for dead I should be feeling terrible." I thought to myself as I came to a stop and lifted my hands to my face, it was dark out so it was hard to see but my eyes adjusted to the darkness and I could make out Fatso's blood on my hands from where I punched him "I basically just killed a man so…why do I feel so good?" I thought to myself as I couldn't help but smile "am I crazy?" I asked myself as I continued smiling.

I continued walking and questioning my sanity until I came to a clearing. "What does it matter, nothing matters anymore." I think sadly as I walk across the clearing. I continued walking until I notice a shining light coming from a few yards ahead of me "what that?" I thought as I quickened my pace to reach the light.

I came to were the light was and I could not believe what I was seeing, the light was the color blue and was like a vortex, it was floating about a foot off the ground and was releasing buzzing sounds "I've defiantly gone crazy." I say out loud as I step even closer towards the vortex.

It was as if the vortex was asking me to walk closer towards it. All of a sudden the vortex started pulling me towards like a vacuum "what the fuck!" I yell out with surprise as I tried to pull away from the swirling vortex. "God dang it." I grunt as I use all my willpower to try and not get sucked into the vortex but it wasn't working as my body slowly was getting pulled towards the vortex.

"You know what, fuck it whatever this vortex does to me I just don't care anymore I've lost everything my mom, my dad, my home, my life, and finally my sanity" I thought as I stopped resisting and let the vortex pull me in.

I got pulled into the vortex and everything started spinning and turning different colors but all I could think about was how much a hate everything and everyone.

Authors note: I hope you all liked the chapter, I really wanted to base the story around a antihero who is really dangling on the edge of insanity. I would like feedback on this story so I can know if I should continue to write chapters for this story or move on to other things. Remember to follow favorite and review and I will see you bronys in the next chapter. (If there is another chapter)