MOURNING IN THE MIDST OF A CLOWN

CHAPTER 1: Unexpected

DISCLAIMER:

Me: God, do I own twilight?
God: Nope, Stephenie Meyer does.
Me: *breaks down and cries*

BELLA'S POV

"It will be as if I never existed."
Those words kept repeating itself in my brain for 2 months now. God, I'm so pathetic. He's just a guy, a blood drinking kind of guy. So what if he was perf- I stopped myself from continuing that sentence. Cause no decent guy would hurt a lady.

So I started changing myself for the past few weeks. For example I lost my virginity to guy I just met at a bar, who I later found out was my teacher and Mike's half-brother. I started dressing a little different, a little sluttier. I often went or hosted parties now, Charlie doesn't mind the drinking for as long as when he texts me I'll move fast and hide it. A lot has happened in the past few weeks.

Instead of being an unwilling popular I became even more popular and even more of a bitch.

And now I shopped more. Phil and Renee were supporting me now, they even bought me a new sports car. Phil got in the major leagues, he's part of the Boston Red Sox. My credit cards were always maxed out by the end of the month.

I ruled the school, hell I ruled this town. I pulled all the strings around here. It was social suicide to mess with me. Lauren messed with me once, now she's called she-who-shall-not-be-named.

Like I told you I had money, the car, the fame (you'll be surprised by how famous you become once you got signed as Victoria Secret model).

I was on the way to Newton's house, there was a party there and I had an appointment with Derick, my teacher slash fling. Derick is Mike's half-brother.

When I arrived I went straight to his room then to Mike's, he was in neither of them. I felt my neck being filled with kisses, Derick. I turned around to face him; he then crushed his lips to mine and I didn't protest.

"Hi Babe" I managed to say in between kisses. He took my shirt off I then realized that he had just come out of the shower so he was only wearing a towel and probably boxers under them. We made our way to Mike's bed, he then proceeded on taking off my shorts and his towel, I was right he did wear boxers under them.

He took my panties off and kissed his way from my forehead to my bellybutton then on to my aching bundle of nerves. He then proceeded on licking, sucking and kissing it. He then took off his boxers slowly, painfully slow, freeing the hard and enlarged length and eagerly pushing it in me. First he grinded but couldn't continue the game as I put his length in my mouth and licked and sucked it. He moaned, he couldn't take anymore teasing so he put his length in me and started thrusting it in and out. Good thing I was already taking pills because I doubt that Mike has a condom in here somewhere. I let out a moan as he whispered in my ears "Open your eyes and look at me then scream my name loud". I did as he told me and opened my eyes then I screamed "Derick, Oh God, Derick" he still wasn't content "Louder".

I screamed at the top of my lungs "Derick, Derick" he smirked and started coming faster. "I'm gonna come Derick. Come with me?" as I said those words I felt my walls tighten and liquid came out of me, so did Derick, I felt it on my thighs.

We were done for now. He told me that he had business to attend to and he asked me if I was leaving, I told him no I told him that I still had a party to attend.

So he said goodbye and left, no sooner that he was out the door when Emmett had appeared and crushed his lips to mine. This was so intense. Emmett started taking his clothes. I was well aware that I was butt naked so time wasn't wasted…

CHAPTER END!
SORRY IT'S SHORT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN LONGER BUT
I HAD OTHER THINGS TO DO.
CHAPTER 2 IS ALREADY DONE AND WOULD SOON BE POSTED DEPENDING ON THE REVIEWS. TNX.
I PROMISE TO POST SOONER.
IT WOULD BE IN EMMETT'S POV.
SPOILER: even more than Rose.

Signing out,

The not-so-selfish me myself and I

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