Memories

My country. My home. My nation. My story. My war. Myself.

Many people believe that being born as a country is no more or even less painful than if you weren't one.

Believe me…, it is .People call me Haven.

My name is Havendland and this is my story.

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My birth

Now, I'm sure none of you inhabitants of my land are even aware of what it is like to be born of fire.

But I am….

It is most dreadfully painful

I remember seeing a lot of colors that seemed to be swimming in and out of my bleary watery burning vision. I remember the sound of my mother's shuddering, the frequency of her rumbling contractions i remember that feeling of soaring up, up, up into the tunnel, the pain, oh the excruciatingly antagonizing pain was all I thought of as I burst out of my mother violently.

And then after what felt like years, mind you they felt like they were painful hours, I felt father wash over me gently his water soothing my sore burning back. I hear birds twittering, animals barking, growling, mewing, hopping, bleating, swimming, and any other sort of noise my new young ears could hear.

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The first thing I remember is that I had lungs. Now I was aware that I could breathe. I took my first breath of air. And with that first breath of air, I realized I could move around and I couldn't hear my mother's rumbling anymore.