"Last one in is on top tonight," Stef said playfully as she stripped her shoes and then jeans off. Lena watched her wife with admiration. She had missed this part of her wife, the smirk on her face, the light laughter. She realized she was going to be last in the pool when Stef was stepping out of her underwear while Lena was still working on her shirt.
Stef dove into the water as soon as she shed her clothes. She loved swimming. The water was her home, after Lena. She found the comfort of the pool when her parents started fighting. She would go for a swim and under the water she couldn't hear anything, voices faded away, as did doctors and diagnosis'. She easily touched the far side of the pool and broke through the surface of the water, watching as Lena slowly manouvered through the cool water. Stef and Lena played a silent game of cat and mouse. Lena trying to catch Stef while Stef stayed a foot out of arms reach at all times. Finaly after about tem minutes Lena smirked when she had straped Stef into a corner of the pool. Wrapping her arms tight around Stefs torso she felt Stef melt into her.
Stef didn't know that anything could make her feel safer than being enveloped by the water, but she war wrong. Nothing could compair to the feeling of her wife holding her as Stef's feet glided above the pool floor. Nothing felt more comforting, especially when early today she was convinced her wife was going to leave her. Stef couldn't understand. How could Lena still find her attractive after her breasts were removed? How could she ever find herself attractive? She wasn't kidding herself, she knew her breasts were a bog part of her apperiance, and although she could reconstruct them for the reast of the world, she would be able to tell the difference, Lena would see the difference.
Lena could feel Stef start to tense, and unconsciously start to curl her knees towards her. Lena softly pulled Stef's indrawn knees and manouvered her so Stef was craddled in her arms, She could feel the quiver of Stef's lower lip and it broke her heart, though she was thankful that unlike last week when they were in bed, Stef didn't push her away. "My love. My sweet sweet Love. It's ok, I'm right here," Lena whispered when Stef's tears started to fall. Stef moved her face into the crook of her neck. Lena felt helpless as silent tears fell down Stef's face, hot compaired to the pool water. Lena ghosted her hand across Stef's chest, drumming her fingers over the top of Stef's left breast.
Stef raised her head after a few minutes with a smile on her face, kissing Lena softly before tipping her head back into the water. When she raised her head back up she smiled, seeming to just realize they were both naked. Moving she wrapped her legs around Lena's slender hips, her arms loosly around Lena's neck. She needed to make love to Lena. Not their normal 10 minutes between kids and work. But she wanted to reclaim what was her's. To remind herself Lena's was her's and always would be.