p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 30px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"strongI Can't Do This To You/strong/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 20px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"Because I Love You/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"Chapter 1/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" The wind was picking up, flowing by, gaining speed. The sun tried to shine hard, but the hurricane was taking over. The number of water pellets felt infinite. Crash after crash, the lightning struck hard. The Pack was stuck inside of the Hale House. But someone else was secretly there… Peter./span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"~3 years before~/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" The Pack was almost done with their project, they were fixing the Hale House, well technically it's Derek's house since the rest of the Hales are dead. They only had one room left to do so they all took a break. They sat down to watch T.V. while Stiles got snacks, Kira ran upstair to get her phone, and Derek went to the bathroom. /span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 18px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"strongemStiles/em/strong/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" After I got the snacks I went to pee. When I opened the door all I saw was Derek's ass, then he turned around. Then I saw his dick, which was large in size, like REALLY BIG. Derek pulled me into the bathroom, making me drop the succulent snacks. Derek kissed me so gingerly, but at the same time very ruggedly. I hesitated. I stepped back, but Derek pulled me in. Derek's lips felt like they were Beyonce's, not that he knew what they felt like, but that's what he felt that felt like. He was sweaty, and muscly, and beautiful. Derek kissed me slow, bit my lip, put his hands through my hair, and sat on the toilet with me on his lap. Derek grabbed my cheeks, which made me jump back, and I landed with a big thud./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;"span style="font-kerning: none;" /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" Scott heard the thud and ran upstairs to the bathroom. Stiles picked up the snacks and jumped in the shower. "What happened?" Scott asked./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Nothing, I just accidentally kicked the wall," Derek replied./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "How?" Scott asked./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "I went to get up from the toilet, and I kicked it," Derek answered./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Okay," Scott said./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" As soon as Scott left I ran. I did not want him to know what happened between Derek and I. Even though it was nothing. It was nothing right? Yeah, that's what I'm going with./span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 18px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"strongemDerek/em/strong/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" What was I thinking? Stiles would never love me. And if Scott caught us, that would have ruined everything because everything would just be so awkward. I can't believe I did that. How could I have been so selfish to put that on him? I guess it was the full moon that made me lose control. That's even worse because I could've bitten him, or even killed him. And he has so many things to think about right now with. School, the Dread Doctors, Theo, Malia, and Scott. I mean his best friend has to take an inhaler after two years of not needing one. He has to deal with that and I just put more on his plate like an idiot. I'm so selfish./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" But I love him and it's not my fault. Well, I didn't need to kiss him. Yes I did, he's mine. No, he's Malia's. I guess they're together. They haven't said anything to clarify it or like, make it official. They might not be… NO DEREK, STAY AWAY FROM STILES! I ran down the stairs and took a whiff of Stiles' scent. He smells like sweat, mint, and the popcorn he was eating. I could smell a little semen too… ew. /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "What'cha watchin'?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Faking it," Kira answered./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" Holy fuck they know. Either that or they just like the show. I glanced at Stiles and he just shrugged. I raised my eyebrows at him, and he just looked away. Fuck, I fucking knew it. Fuck, fuck fuck! I walked out of the room casually but ran out the house. I ran, I just kept running. Running like a coward, a scared little bitch. Fuck! Ugh! I tripped on some glowing thing. It's getting brighter and brighter. Fuck what did I just do?! /span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" I ran back to the house the Pack… and also saw Ethan, and Aiden, Isaac, Erica, and Boyd, Jackson, and Allison. What the hell? What was that glowing thing? The only person who noticed was Stiles. I pulled him to my room./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "How come the others don't notice?!"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "I don't know Derek."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "You know something Stiles."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Derek I swear, do you know?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Maybe, I was running outside and I tripped over some glowy thing."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "And…''/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "I don't know."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Well, then who does?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Deaton."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"~8 minutes later~/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"~At the Beacon Hills Animal Clinic~/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "What is THIS?!" *shows picture*/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "It's a reverse rock, it brings back people you knew back to life, or back into it, and you enemies back to life, or back into it."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "WHAT?!"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Yeah, it's supposed to appear at the worst times… sorry."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "How do you reverse it?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "You have to kill one of your friends, or befriend an enemy."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Great."/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" We went back to the Jeep and drove back. I couldn't help it, I needed him. I pulled him onto my lap. I ripped his shirt off of him and started kissing him. I pulled his hair and grabbed his ass. /span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 18px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"strongemStiles/em/strong/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; min-height: 13px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" I was searching for the door knob, trying to not focus on his face, and muscles. I grabbed it, pulled it, and fell on my face. I think I got a concussion or something, but I don't know, I woke up in the hospital. All I wanted was him. Just… however long ago, I can't remember, I got a concussion trying to get away from him. Now he's all I want. Then I see him standing over me. I grabbed him, and pulled him close, but he pushed me away./span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Didn't you want this just an hour ago?!"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "First off you were sleeping for two days, secondly, yes, and lastly, I love you but you don't need this confusion right now, along with everything going on, and your concussion."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Wait, you were here for two days?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Yes Stiles, because I love you, Stiles, I love you."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "So then why don't you want me?"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Because I love you Stiles! I can't do this to you, especially right now, when your best friend needs you, you have school to worry about, you're going after Malia, and there is the Dread Doctors, along with everything else, the Alpha Pack, The Benefactor, even though we know it's Meredith, the Canima, the Nogitsune, which is probably going to take over your body in about 5 seconds, the Mute, Kate, Peter, and whatever else is out there! Stiles you can't deal with this right now!"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "How do you know what I can, and cannot deal with."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Because I was a teenager too Stiles! I had school, love, and being a werewolf and look at how messed I am as an adult! Stiles I don't want you to turn out like me!"/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Fuck Derek! Oh shit, my head fucking hurts like a little bitch."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" "Lay down, take some aspirin and go to sleep. I'll be gone a while."/span/p
p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" He walked away, but I couldn't let it happen./span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; text-align: center; font-size: 18px; line-height: normal; font-family: Helvetica; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;"strongemDerek/em/strong/span/p
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p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-family: Verdana; -webkit-text-stroke-color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"span style="font-kerning: none;" He grabbed my ar,./span/p
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