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TOGETHER OR APART?

Bpov

Oh my god! What the hell? Did I just see...? Is that? No! It can't be! Not here walking into a class. Edward?!? It really can't be. Last time I saw him was about 137 years ago I was 17 and human....

"'I'm leaving. I can't stay with you."

"But Edward please I need you. I can't live without you! Why are you doing this?"

"I'm not. I can't and I won't stay here not with you."

"But why I love you! Doesn't that mean anything to you?"

"No not any more. You aren't enough for me I need more. Your to different, to human. I can't do it any more I am a vampire I'm not human. You're better of without me."

That had been the last time I'd seen him. He'd left me in the woods alone. I remember in my blurry human memories being found and carried home.

I was alone for so long.

Everyone left me alone.

Even Charlie avoided me as much as he could.

Then Laurent found me. I don't know how, but he did. He said it was for Victoria. That was the reason he was going to kill me. A mate for a mate. Obviously no one told them Edward had left me. I remember first he bit me then he was going to finish me of for good when a huge wolf jumped into I remember hearing a screeching metallic rip then a bloodcurdling scream. After that the pain just took over.

Three days later I woke up. Alone. I knew exactly what happened to me. I got on with it. I picked up my pieces as best as I could. Moved away from forks, become a vegetarian vampire, never ever tasted human blood... Never able to move on from him.

Ok so that was all years ago. So what was he doing in this crummy little school in the edge of Montana? Well ok stupid question. He was going to school, same as me. But why here? I really never thought I would have to see him again. I mean what are the odds he would be here, now, in this school, even in this fucking century!

My mind carried on in this kind of way for my entire Spanish lesson. Going round and round in tighter and tighter circles.

Remembering everything that had happened between us.

Everything before he left.

Everything we said to each other.

The end after he left.

When I broke.

Beyond repair.

When I was a new born.

Freakishly grown up.

In control of myself.

My new vampire powers.

When I discovered my shield for the first time.

Found out I was strong.

All the places I'd been in the world.

The places I'd seen.

Everything I'd done.

Without him.

He hadn't seen me, not yet. I have no idea what I'm going to say to him. How he'll react to me. Wait what if his family's there? What will I do? Alice, Esme, Emmet ,Jasper, Carlisle even Rosalie! I missed them all. Painfully. Almost unbearably. But it was nothing to how I felt about Edward...

Small problem there though.

He doesn't like me.

He left.

I wasn't enough.

He was bored of me.

What would I be to him now?

Beautiful, immortal, head over heels in love with him.

Ha! I'm a nightmare!

A nightmare.

A real living, breathing, nightmare!

Great.

Less than a minute later the bell rang and I realised I hadn't moved in almost an entire hour. Shit! Not good for my human appearance. Ah well no one seemed to have noticed. The guys seemed to have given up on me now. I never show any intrest. The girls never go near me. I am considered a freak. I like it like that.

Oh no.

Lunch now.

They'll definitely be there.

Ah well time to face the music I guess...

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