DISCLAIMER: I don't own Twilight or any of the characters in Twilight (Though everyone wishes they did :D). I only own my imagination and my own characters ;P

The next few chapters are short so bare with me but don't worry, they will get bigger!

Chapter 1: Never Wanted Any of This

Yea. I never wanted this life, this body, this soul, this father, and these painful reminders. It feels like the only person who truly cares is my seventeen year old brother, Damien. He actually, truly loves me so whenever he sees the painful events, he does try to stop them. But I can't let Damien get hurt anymore. Every time he butts in or tries to stop my father from my 'punishments', he ends up hurting himself plus me even more. I talk to him afterwards and tell him that I'm okay, but he knows that I'm lying. He says the same thing each time, "You can't lie to me anymore Katrina! You just ...can't... I can tell you're hurting with that look in your eyes and that fake smile on your face! The way he hurts you just makes me sick." He spits into the grass. "When it's my birthday, I promise you that we will run away from this hell hole..." Damien pauses to look at me. "I promise you we will get away from him. He won't be able to hurt you anymore." I couldn't help but think why Damien doesn't have a girlfriend. Any girl would be lucky to have him as a lover, a protector. That must come from our father though.