If I told you I didn't have any interest in you at all, that would be lie.
I thought you were pretty from the start. I dont even know when, it's just... hard to breathe sometimes because you walk into the room with a bright smile and a corny joke that makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. But I've felt thst way towards other guys too. It was just a bit different from you. I blamed it on the alcohol. But it still happens everytime I see you.
The Skype calls kind of made things even better. I like your face. Is that weird? It's like there's nothing wrong with it, and damn your eyebrows always make me feel sunny. Even when it's three am and there's nothing in my room but a pillow and my laptop. On the other end, your screen shot the sun and, I can't even. My lord your sweat is hot.
I'll admit that I looked at other guys because you had other girls. Why do I do that? It's not like I was jealous, our friendship was similar to most youtube friendships.
It's just that the fact I plan everything I say to you on Skype and sometimes forget it all because I'm dazed by your face. There's a warm thing in my heart and then you go on about your fishing trip and so I me a bad joke and OMG dDId I just SAY THAT TO CONNOR FRANTa I'm gonna DIE. Then you laugh, and like damn those cheeks look cute, what?
You came out to me on Skype and I was so proud, and you were so scared, and when the video came out I was so excited I ask you out. Then you made a video about that and I was so embarrassed I accidentally dropped my laptop.
The beach is so nice especially with you around, Connor Franta.
I think I've fallen for you too much.
