Goodbye Forever

A/N: @_@ My second piece of poetry to deal with someone's death, my first one was about Ruki losing Takato. .

Disclaimer: I don't own digimon.

Summary: Ken's life became ruins, then his humanity was lost when he became the Digimon Emperor. Now that that's all over, he looks back to remember, to remember the one person who loved him back then.

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I sit in front of you brother

Kneeling by your grave

I've come to say I'm sorry

Though I know I should have said it years ago

You were my brother

My protector

My guardian angel

My world…

But then how did I lose you so easily?

Now that you're gone I wonder

Wonder what I could have done to change that day

Maybe go back in time

To make things different

But I CAN'T and that's what hurts the most

It's hard to believe that one little wish did this

One little hope

One little dream that I could be better

Better than the only person that actually cared

Cared…

Weather I lived or died

Worried about me when I was sick

Listened to me when I need to talk to someone…anyone

And what did I do to repay you?

It was pure and simple

I wished for the most horrible thing in the world to happen to you

Death

Pure jealously caused you death

I caused you death

But no

It doesn't matter now

Your gone and I can't change it

Now that I think about it

I know I really did hate you back then

My envy got a hold on me and ripped my soul apart

Piece by piece

But not anymore

Things are different now

I'M different now

And I'll never let it happen again

I'm a Digi-Destined, Sam

Though I went through some hard times after you left me

I've tried to fix my mistakes

Right my wrongs

And I think I've done pretty well

I've made friends too

Something I didn't have when you were alive

You were always too over protective

But still

I don't blame you anymore

Your heart was in the right place

I know that now

I'm sorry Sam

I have to go now

I'm meeting my friend's later this afternoon

I don't want to be late

But I want you to know

Things I said back then

I didn't mean

Things I wished

Were wishes of a jealous child

And the only thing I truly cared about

Was you

Goodbye Sam

Goodbye for now, and forever

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