DISCLAIMER:

i do not own bam margera or any people associated with him.

the people i DO own are the people from my mind

first bam-fic, so dont hate just read :P

that is all :)

"Hey what are your plans for the weekend?"

Kat's high pitched voice rang through the receiver.

" I have no clue, i was thinking about shopping out in reading this weekend but i doubt my piece of shit car will make it, i still need the carburetor checked but i cant afford that yet."

I sighed looking out the window at my old grey honda.

"Yeah i have no idea about cars so ill pretend to know what youre talking about."

We both laughed.

"Yeah i think my parents are going out of town, im throwing a party if you wanna come?"

she asked knowing well that i dont do parties.

"Maybe ill think about it."

i lied.

"Ok get back to me on that ill talk to you later ok? i gotta go bye."

she said and hung up.

"bye"

i mumbled knowing there was no one on the other line.

Kat was always the one who partied, she was the one who always got all of the hot guys to ask her out, she was the pretty one. She was a platinum blonde with hot pink underneath, her blue eyes were what drew people to her, lured them in.

I looked at myself in the mirror

My mid-length black hair was in need of a touch-up since my brown roots were starting to show, my face was starting to break out and my green eyes looked extremely tired due to insomnia.

'Why couldn't I be the one thats beautiful?'

I thought to myself when i remembered something my mother used to tell me-before she abandoned me anyway.

"You are the most beautiful girl in he world and anyone would be lucky to have you in their life"

She used to say when id come home crying about one of the boys at school making fun of me by calling me ugly.

"Pff, thanks mom."

Tears stung my eyes at the thought of her. she abandoned me when i was 15 years old, i was sent to a foster home until i was 18 and then i moved into my own apartment in Westchester PA.

It was around 12:30, i decided to change out of my pj's: an element shirt that was too big for me and my favorite black and purple heartagram comfy pants.

I found a plain black tank top and a pair of denim skinny jeans that were ripped at the knees.

"dammit wheres my belt?"

i threw my clothes all over the floor and finally found it in a pair of jeans i previously wore. I found my old black vans and slipped them on.

It was a beautiful day in Westchester and the weather was warm, living out here had its benefits, the country side is immensely beautiful especially in the fall, and one of my idols bam margera lives outside of the town. ive never seen him in person before, though i have seen that amazing purple lamborghini fly past me every once in awhile-Thinking about bam i decided id go attempt to skate.

i grabbed my Element board and grabbed my keys, locked my door and was out of there.

My apartment wasn't that great, big enough for one person, the government gave it to me since i was previously in foster care so i couldn't argue against free housing with rent paid for.

Luckily my IPod was in the cup holder, my stereo never worked to begin with so i had some music atleast.

HIM was on pause from last time i listened to it, it was perfect so i left it there.

"We are so young our lives have just begun but already we're considering escape from this world."

The most beautiful voice sang his sorrow filled song that made my heart melt and then catch on fire: ville valo.

The singer to my favorite band in the world HIM.

the skate park was packed as usual, i never skated around people in fear of embarrassment. I figured if i wasn't going to skate there i could atleast go watch other people do it better.

it was a decent skate park, there were alot of ramps, grindrails, a half pipe, and a funbox. Nothing too amazing.

"hey did you guys see bam at all? apparently he comes down here often"

One of the guys that seemed about 17 asked. He had short blonde hair and big blue eyes, i think Kat might have dated him once-its too bad i can say that about a lot of guys around here.

"nah, yeah right dude he wouldn't come down here, he has his own equipment."

Another boy replied, this one had long brown hair that reached his shoulders. he was atleast 20, the goatee he sported gave that one away.

"yeah whatever, someone told me he comes down here every once in a while."

the blonde one said.

"well whoever told you is an idiot."

The brunette said, they both laughed.

'so bam margera supposedly comes here? hmm.'

i thought to myself.

"hey! are you going to stand there and stare or are you going to actually skate?"

The brunette asked me.

"uh...um i think ill just watch."

i said shyly.

"whatever then."

He smirked as he dropped in.

wow jerk.

OKAY! so please dont hate me, she's going to meet Bammie next chapter i promise, this one was more of a filler on what she looked like and more about her.

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