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(2nd fanfic! :D Don't eat me...!)
~ooOoo~
My dear child... My darling child, Sephiroth... I can see you now... It almost kills me, but death is basically upon me... I deserve what has happened to me.
It's my fault you are this way. Because I... Because I made you into this. I give my child to something as idiotic as science, and it made you this... Atrocious, demon like figure. And I can't even repay you for it.
Why do I sit here and let this continue... Why don't I stop this... But what can I do?
The woman who birthed you, who never held you, who never gave any love to. I didn't think giving myself to these, hobbies, so say, would take my only child with them...
But son, many were hurt from this. One simple thing let on to another. Adding pain, adding sorrow, and adding... death.
The one man I loved, gone. Along with you, son. I don't deserve anything. I don't deserve anyone. I'll just be alone, forever. It would make things so much easier for everyone. I wouldn't hurt them, or make grief. Why couldn't this have happen in the first place?
I just wanted to touch you, hold you and whisper how much I loved you into your sweet, innocent ears. But most off all... to say that I'm... sorry...
I want you so badly, Sephiroth. Let me hold you...! You don't even know me... You think your mother is that catastrophe. It's not even real though... and yet, somehow, it took better care of you than I ever did... Then I ever will...
This must be my punishment, my fear, my well being... All of it, just for failing you as a mother.
Why couldn't I have known this would happened? I love you so much, Sephiroth. I do, I really do! Why can't you know that! I want to die... I want to end this... But I can't. What they did me can never be undone... And I'm the one who allowed it.
Forgive me son... Forgive me Vincent... I want one of you to kill me, and one of you to forget me. I am not needed her anymore, but I am forced to stay here, forever, and rot in my hated past... and the dreaded future...
Wouldn't it be nice for a change if I could be murdered by the two deadly men I helped create, that I gave away...? If only it could be true...