DISCAIMER: I dont own maximum ride or fang or anyone, or the lyrics to best of me by sum 41. Now i have to go cry. I hope you're happy.
Fang thinks about leaving Max in the third book.
It's so hard to
say that I'm sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these
things that I've done
What have I become, and where'd I go
wrong?
I don't mean to hurt just to put you first
I won't tell
you lies
Well, he was sorry. And he wouldnt tell her lies. He didn't know where he went wrong, or what he'd become. But he couldn't make everything alright. And he hadn't put her first.
He was stupid, stupid stupid.
I will stand
accused
With my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say
He would gratefully take all the blame. It was all his fault. He knew. He could never make it right. But he would try.
I'm sorry
It's
all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've
done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the
shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me
He would give anything to fix it! Why'd he have to leave? And he'd taken half her flock with him. They could have more than likely never met up again. Ever. He would never live though that if it had happened. It would have been his personal hell. He would have been trapped there for his whole life, however long that might be, looking for her. Forever.
I
know that I can't take back all of the mistakes
But I will
try
Although it's not easy
I know you believe me
Cause I
would not lie
He would never leave her again. Ever. Not if he lived a million years. When they were apart, it was the worst time of his life. It was worse than the school.And he'd hurt her bad, too. Everyone. Making them choose like that. What was wrong with him?
Don't
believe their lies
Told from jealous eyes
They don't
understand
I won't break your heart
I won't bring you down
But
I will have to say
He had let her go to germany and face Itex alone. They had told her so many twisted, wicked lies. And he hadn't been there for her. She had told him, later, how awful it had been, chained in a dungeon, thinking the Director was her mom. He had broken her heart. He had brought her down. He was so, so sorry.
I'm
sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix
all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all
away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of
me
I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so
much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd
throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have
the best of me
He would never hurt her again. He would do everything he could to make it right. Even if she never forgave him. Because he knew he could never make it up to her, and she shouldn't forgive him. No matter how much he loved her. She should let him suffer, though she never would. No amount of love could cancel out what he'd done.
Even though he loved her so, so much.