Hello. This is my first Fanfiction and i want to improve my writing skills so Please R&R and leave tasteful comments.
Disclaimer:I don't own Naruto or any of the characters in Naruto.
Life.
Isn't it supposed be worth going though all that pain, that sorrow. How can that be?
All of my "life", I have felt no gratification of life or its meaning. Happiness…what is that? No matter how much I try, my "life" can never been remotely worth anything. Not even for a milli-second. Should anyone really go through this?
I know that they are right. I am condemned. Although they have condemned ME for the wrong reason. They say that I am THE demon, THE killer of their beloved Hokage. Always THE cause of misery.
No matter what I do, what I always injure myself over, they continue to live in their fantasy, that I am the protagonist. Never does it even nock on their conscience that I am trying to HELP, to SAVE, to LOVE.
Love.
It's sad, isn't it? That is the ONLY thing that I want in my "life", the only thing that can really hurt me. Even if I tell myself to stop, I can't help it. I can't help that rough yet sharp string curl around my heart, first grading the protective skin then slicing through my life line until the only thing that I am waiting for is the hemorrhaging to take me away.
No one should feel this pain. That is why I hide. For others can feel this hole in me. They should never feel this curse without need. No before you even think this notion, I am not as brave as this sounds. I am frightened with the thought that I could get hurt. For my scars cover me. You may not be able to see them but they are there, threatening to rip and bleed, to cause more pain, more torture.
My mask has never slipped. Always glued to my front, my posture, my screen. Not even if I tried would I be able to rip this appearance from my presence. My disguise converts sobs into laughter, smarts into idiocy.
It is in my vision now. The bridge of beginning. The bridge that jump starts my mask for another lie filled day. The normal twinge of sadness flashed through my mask before everything was covered. And now it begins again.
"SAKURA!"
Author Notes: Sorry. I know that it is short and not to well writen but i just had my itching to write this. Again please R&R and no Flames by the way. Thanks.