Forgive, sounds good, Forget, dont know if I can Chapter 1: Ran away before your heart breaks more, a bones fanfic

you all know I dont own bones if i did i would be with david, and booth and brennan would be together already

Brennan was standing off to the side as the person on stage finished her song. She had been hurt, and this is were she goes when she gets hurt. Little did she know that they were all there with him. She slowly walk on to stage and looked down. She sang the one song she thought showed how she felt. She listened to the start of the music and started to sing.

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

Angela, Hodgins, Zach, Cam and Booth walked in just as she walked on to stage. "That looked like Dr. Brennan." Zach was the first to point out. Brennan had left the lab early that day. Not telling anyone where she was going. She had been upset. Angela could see she had been crying but didnt say anthing. Booth looked up to her then down saying "It is." with sadness in his voice. No one knew what happened between the two. And he didnt what them to know.

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

Brennan soft angel like voice filled the bar. Angela could hear the hurt in voice. She was one of the only people to know that the only time Brennan sang was when she was hurt and didnt know how to fix it, or if it could be fixed.

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

flashback

Brennan was laying in bed next to Booth. A smile playing on her lips. She felt happy and save with him next to her. She looked over to him and saw him wake up slowly. She loved the way he looked with bed head. When he opened his eyes and saw Brennan his face changed from happness to something Brennan couldnt fingure out. Booth jumped out of his bed and grabbed his clothes putting them on as fast he could. "This was mistake." Was all he said as he left her alone in the hotel room she had for the night when they where out on a case. His next to hers. His words repeated in her head as she got dressed and pack. He was sitting in his room, not knowing she was leaving. She called a cab and left a note on the bed if he came to look for her, knowing he would when they had to go back to the crime scene. It was raining that night when they want so they said they would go back.

Brennan hadnt talk to him since, that was almost a 4 weeks ago. She cryed the whole way back to DC and took a week off. She didnt answer her phone for anyone, or her door. She sat on couch thinking what she should do. She want back to work and sent Zach out with Booth. She did talk to him or look at him. Angela knew something was wrong and found out when she saw Booth with Cam. Brennan them too and that made it worse for her.

End flashback

I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

Booth had talked to Brennan once since it all happened. He asked her to forget what happen. He was with Cam and didnt want her to know. Brennan only nodded and walked from her office leaving him alone. Once out of the office she started crying. She walked from the lab and sat in the gradens and cryed until she saw him leaving with her. Thats why she is here now, singing her heart out, not knowing he was there. They could all see the tears in her eyes as they moved closer to her.

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

Booth felt his heart break hearing this song. He wanted to be with her, but he was with Cam, her boss. He could see the hurt and sadness in her eyes, and the trust he once had in her was gone. He had tryed so hard for years to help fix her only to break her.

Brennan saw them him. She looked at him, not taking her eyes off him as she poured her heart and soul in to the sang. His words repeated in her head again. "its a mistake. I'm with Cam. I dont love you." All at once her heart broke all over. He had tried to make things right, but she wouldnt let him. He was slowly leaving her like everyone did. But she was going to leave before he could.

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

Brennan finished the song and ran off stage. Angela, Hodgins and Booth followed. Brennan fall outside and some broken side walk. They had caught up to her. Angela helped her up to find her crying harder then she had ever seen Brennan cry. Brennan hadnr cried like this since her parents and brother left her. Booth came in to veiw and tryed to help her but she back away. "Stay away from me." She hissed at him. Booth looked hurt and back way as Cam walked over to him. Brennan looked over to Cam. "Here." She snaped getting up and handed her an envolop.

"What is it?" Cam asked putting an arm around Booth. "Read it." Brennan said before turning and walking away. She had everything done. She was joining Goodman in Egypt. Cam opened the letter and read it over before reading it out lound to the other. "I, Dr. Temperance Faith Brennan resign from the Jeffersonian Institution on the day of March first." There was another letter under it for Booth and he too read it out lound, before reading it over.

Agent Booth,

I am sorry this has to end. I will no longer be working with you, or seeing out side of the work place. I trusted you, like I trusted my parents and Russ, yet I got hurt and you promised you wouldnt hurt me. This will be the last you hear from me. I will be gone and out of DC by the time you know were to look. Brainy and Jasper are sitting on Zach's desk for you. I am giving him my office. Dont look for me. You dont care about me, you said so your self. So I need to let go of you and build up the walls you knocked down. You may not love me, but I love you. Yes, I addmit it. Angela was right. I do, but I hide my feelings because I knew this would happen. You look for me, I will ran.

Forever hurt

Dr. Temperance 'Bones' Brennan.

The next day Zach walked into his new office. He didnt want it. Brennan had put his things in there and he moved them out. Angela sat at her desk and cryed. She got and email from Brennan telling her not to look either and that she was never coming back. Hodgins saw it and cryied as did Zach. They all stayed at the jobs because of her. Now she was gone and never coming back. Cam and broken the family up. Cam walked into the office and saw their faces. Knowing what they were upset about she walked away and called Booth telling him to find Brennan and fix what happened or she was going to lose the other.

He looked for months and every time he come close to finding her she ran. Just like she said. Now, almost a year after leaving she sat in her tent in Egypt, knowing he wouldnt look for her there. She cryed looking at photos of her old life. Her sleeping daughter by her side. Angela and the others knew about the sweet little girl. All but Booth and Cam. Booth was one who should know. Brennan set up the video chat and Angela came on with Hodgins and Zach behind her. "Hey Sweetie." Angela said with a sad smile. "We miss you."

Brennan sighed "We miss you too. I think Angel and I might come back to DC." Booth heard this walking into the office. "Mommy. me Au An" then he heard someone say mommy. "what was that?" He asked walking over and saw Brennan holding a tired looking year old.

"Hey baby girl." Angela said smiling. "You want to come and see Auntie Ange?" Angela said laughing now. When Booth saw the little girl his heart nearly stoped. He looked over to Angela, who hated seen him or heard him. He stood and listened. "Bren, you should tell Booth before you come back. He has a right to know." Angela said as Hodgins saw Booth. "No, Angela he doesnt. He doesnt care for me so I'm not letting him care for my daughter." as this was said booth walked into veiw of them all.

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