Journal Entry Ten
100199 .
5:04pm
It wasn't easy being who we were back then. It still isn't even to this day , Year's after the war. We seen so much did so many thing's that people are age back then shouldn't have ever seen or done. We should have been in school learning thing's doing thing's normal teenage kid's should have been doing. Yet we were fighting in a war. Taught from childhood to fight , To kill with out thinking. It was how we were trained. We were killer's in the making. We knew nothing of love and friendship. Funny isn't it? How we were fighting for peace , Yet knew nothing of the kind.
The five of us met combined our power and fought Nearly dying in every battle yet we lived all five of us. Sometime's I wonder if that was such a good thing. That's all we knew War and Death. And when the war ended and peace was finally brought forth , We didn't know how to live , where to go and if we'd ever be able to find happiness . Kinda sad really. I for one didn't wish to live on after the war. I was left alone to fend for myself find my own way. Though some of us did find something. Quatre and Trowa found something to hold onto , Each other. Wufie though through the years of war he grieved over the death of his wife he moved on afterward's with beleave it or not Hilda. They married a year or so after the war , And from what I've heard has had a child a boy no less they named him Chang Jon. Look's just like Wufie what a shame. Just joking. Heero is kinda a touchy subject for me. He disappeared right after the war. Said nothing just up and left. At first I thought he ran to Relena I thought he was in love with her. But come to find out he did not go to her. She's married now to a man named Jake Fairfield. She's head of the Peace Keepers Corp. And doing very well for herself. I talk to her every once in a while. She too has heard nothing from Heero. For about two year's I looked for any sign of him but after finding nothing I gave up. So here I am today My own boss I own a salvage yard two of them as a matter of fact one here on L2 and one on earth. I also house children with out family's. Either left alone or as a result of the war. My life is busy now I like it that way help's keep my mind off of thing's that are unsettling to one's mind and soul. It's my way to give back what I took away during the war.
As far as our Gundam's They have been dismantled and used for scrap metal. I was upset about that for a long time. We all had a bond to each our own Gundam's. But in the end it was just a Gundam and We had to let go.
I haven't married nor am I seeing any one. My heart belong's to some body Whom I will never see but will never give up hope. Im now 23 year's of age I still have a whole life ahead of me to hope. There's nothing wrong with that.
Well Im sorry but I half to cut this short. Im being made to go to my own birthday party.
As always Duo Maxwell