Dear Asa,
I know you won't see this letter.. The reason being is that I won't mail it. This is my first letter Asa, I'm going to put them in a box and then... When I tell you how I miss you and ask for you to stay... I'll give it to you.
... I miss you Asa... I wish I could feel your arms around me and wish that we can kiss, more than the few we have. Sometimes I can't sleep and wander around.. And punks see me and I always get hit. Even though its always once I use that as a excuse to cry because I can't see you. I want to see you. So bad...
Hey Asa... What if I told you that every time I don't hear from you I get worried sick? I think of all the horrible things that could have happened and my heart freezes. I worry so much... What if someone stole you away because of the distance that separates us? Or the hate from your family... Because to them I will always be the monster that has stolen you.
Corrupted you.
Asa... I can't think. I think I'm crazy. I only think about you and nothing else...
I miss you.
I want you.
I love you.
And even if you find someone you love more than me... Even if I can never give you this box... I want this recorded. I want you to know. That I love you Asa. And I always will, even if I say I don't.
With eternal love,
Kiku