Hey guys, sorry it's been a while since I last updated, I've been writing a new story called Lies & Deceit, go check it out if you LOVE DRAMIONE! I also been continuing other story called Denied Feelings because so many people have been asking for me to continue however I am going to try to update every story that needs it. Anyway enjoy the chappie. The start of Whom Do I love. BYE!

My holiday went great with Connor. We had a lot of a fun. Over the days Lucy grew to love Connor. Every time she saw him, she would smile and would always hug him and Connor loved to hang out with her. He was prefect father material. If one day we had kids, he would be a great dad. Unfortunately our holiday came to an end and now we were saying goodbye to everyone. Our bags were already packed in the carriage.

"Goodbye mum, dad" I hugged her and dad while Connor was saying goodbye to Lucy and her family. I walked over to them.

"Bye Lucy, I'll see you next time alright." I took her out of Connor's hands and gave her a massive hug before handing her back to Aunt Katie. I said goodbye to them as well before we got into our carriage and left.

"So what do you think of my family?" I asked Connor.

"They are very nice and they seem to approve of us dating. Especially your dad it seems."

"Yeah my dad likes you because you Vinkun and because you mended my heart. Dad hates Boq for what he did, but now that I look at it; it wasn't really Boq's fault."

"Galinda, he may have been put under a spell which I can understand but what about now? He's not under a spell now and he still treats you like the scum under his shoes."

"That's because he's upset with me. I fell in love with you and he's hurting seeing that I'm with you."

"Are you saying it's my fault?" I could see Connor was getting angry. I would too if someone said it was my fault for something I didn't do.

"No I'm not; I'm just explaining the situation here. I was hurting because I thought he didn't love me and then I find you and find out he does loves me and it kills him to see us together."

"He should. Galinda you had a right to be hurting. You were treated like crap while he was under a spell and now he still treats you like crap. He deserves to be suffering." Now that made me angry.

"How can you say that?! No one deserves to be suffering or in pain just because of their innocence." I yelled at him.

"Galinda he's not innocent! He knows that you're upset and yet he still kicks you while you're down." He yelled back at me. I stared out of the window ignoring him. It dawned on me. This was our first fight and it was horrible. We spent the rest of the carriage ride in silence. Finally we arrived back at Shiz. I grabbed my bags and got out not saying a word to Connor. Behind me the carriage moved off again. I ran to my room and fell on my bed. I began to cry. I hated this. Our relationship was falling apart just because I couldn't make up my mind about who I wanted. Boq still loved me just as he always did but now he feels differently because I'm with Connor; Connor loves me because of who I am. He's the one who is really innocent. I decided to date him because he would mend my heart. I guess he has a right to be mad with me. The door opened and Elphaba came in.

"Galinda, you're back. Did you have a nice trip?" I didn't answer and continued to cry.

"Galinda what's wrong?" She asked. I still didn't answer. I felt her sit down on the bed and comfort me. I sighed and sat up, drying my eyes.

"Connor and I had a fight. We were coming back from Vinkus and we were talking about Boq. Connor thinks that Boq should have to deal with us being together and that he gave up his chance to be with me. I disagreed saying that he was under a spell. He was forced to not love me. But Connor said that he isn't under a spell now.

"Well Galinda how do you feel like when you're around Connor?"

"Safe, loved, cared for."

"And how about Boq?" I thought about that for a minute. "Well every time I'm with Boq now, we argue. He is cruel to me because he believes I ditched him."

"Galinda, I'm not taking sides here, but Connor is right." Instead of being angry, I laughed at what she said.

"How is that not taking sides?" I asked, slightly giggling

"Well…uh….I don't know; but I do know that Connor is right about Boq. He is treating you horribly and by his own will. No one is forcing him to act that way towards you. Your problem is you feel guilty about how you were horrible towards Boq when he was under a spell fell in love with someone else and then find out about why Boq was acting distant to you. Now you are stuck between two boys who want to be with you." I let her words sink in and she was right. I fell in love with Boq and then fell in love with Connor. Yet when it came to the two boys I felt like I loved Connor more because of the way he made me feel. I thought back to the conversation I had with my mum when we were in Vinkus.

Flashback.

My mum and I were walking around the garden as she was watering her plants. Even though we had many servants, she never let anyone else tend to them. While she was sprinkling water on a bush of roses, I was thinking about Connor and Boq; my dilemma with them.

"Something on your mind, Glinny?" I snapped my head towards the voice. Mum had stopped watering and was focused on me. I was debating whether I should tell her or not. She was my mum and she did have experience with boys.

"Did you ever have two boys love you at once mum and you only had to choose one?"

"Yes I did. In fact your father was one of those boys. The other boy was Francis. I recall they were madly in love with me. Well at least Francis was. Back then I only believed that Linus was in love with me because I was royalty and so was he. Francis on the other hand was just a commoner. In the end though I didn't have to choose because Linus and I had an arranged marriage so I choose him. In time I fell in love with him and we had you. But why do you ask?

"Well I have a big problem waiting for me back at Shiz. Remember when I was upset over Boq not loving me. Well we found out that he only acted that way because he was under some sort of spell. But by the time we found out, I was already dating Connor. And now I don't know what to do?"

"Well Galinda, who do you love more. Have you moved on from Boq and want to be with Connor or do you still feel in your heart that you want to be with Boq. But remember that whoever you choose to be with, I will respect your decision." She finished talking and continued watering her garden. Her wisdom gave me a lot to think about but it didn't give me an answer.

End Flashback.

"Galinda, what are you thinking about?"

"Just a conversation I had with my mum. She said I had to listen to my heart and choose who I want to be with. I know that's what I'll have to do if I want to end this chaotic mess. Just choose one boy to be with. The only problem is I don't know who to choose."

"Well why don't you start by making up with Connor. It's never good end things because of a silly argument." Elphaba was right. I needed to see Connor.

"Well how about I give you some time to think and then you can come back and tell me what you want to do. And I help you no matter what."

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"I know I said I'll help you out with anything, but that meant you're dilemma with boys. Not my wedding. I could be studying now."

"Well I needed to get back to planning your wedding. I lost half a year just because of my problem with boys so I need to get back into it. And you don't need to study because you're further ahead than anyone else. Now what month are you planning on having it? Now I would suggest not having it straight after Graduation because then it will be really rushed and you don't want that. Also you don't want to have during Summer because it would be really hot, nor in Winter. So I guess that leaves us with Autumn only. Do you want it in April, May, or June? I would recommend having it in May because in April the temperature will still be warm, and the same with June…Why are you laughing?" I asked her.

"Are you going to choose everything for my wedding or do I get a say?"

"Of course you get a say. Why do you think I'm asking what month you want it in?"

"No Glinny, you're choosing for me. However you are giving suggestions as to why I should have at that time."

"Knock Knock" The door opened and Fiyero walked in. Elphaba walked up to him.

"Please tell me you're here to save me." Elphaba pleaded.

"Well then princess, I am here to save you. Actually I was hoping you'd like to attend my family's ball with me. They gave me the invitation yesterday. And here's the best part. It's a Black and White ball." Elphaba squealed and kissed Fiyero passionately.

"When is it?"

"Tomorrow, but we leave for Vinkus at sunset. Enough time for you to pack your bags and spend time with me. I haven't seen you all week because of a certain blonde." Fiyero threw me a glare.

"It's your wedding Fiyero. You need to be organised or you'll be getting married in an alley and I won't allow that."

"Galinda its fine. We still have another year to prepare." Elphaba sighed

"A year is nothing. In no time at all, your wedding will be tomorrow." I protested. Faintly I heard Fiyero mutter "I wish it was tomorrow." Elphaba must have heard too due to her smiling and whispering something in his ear but then she pulled back.

"Wait, I don't have a ball gown. How will I find one by tomorrow?" Elphaba asked worried

"Mother has your measurements from our last trip so we can make you a gown. Now Galinda if you don't mind, I would like to spend some time with my fiancé." Elphaba walked out the door with Fiyero tailing behind.

Now that I was free I decided to use this time to sort things out with Boq. We were great friends when we were dating but now things were out of hand. I wanted to fix them.

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I found Boq, in the library chatting happily with Nessa. Seeing the two of them together fuelled my rage. I told her to stay away or else I would pummel her. I stormed over and yanked her hair from behind.

"I thought I told you to stay away Witch!" Nessa screamed in pain. Boq pulled me off her and threw me down. For a munchkin he had strength.

"Keep your hands of my girlfriend." What the Shiz?"