A/N: This is not quite how I see Roy's mind; I picture him as being less honest, even in his own head. This reveals how much of a pathetic Roy/Riza shipper I am. The best stanzas are the first two, as they were the only ones that just popped into my brain. I had to think about the others. No title, sorry.
To heck with all this protocol
I want to clutch you close to me
Protect you from our enemies
And from our own military
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'Burn and crush my back' you said
But I can't do that to you
Because in destroying that tattoo
I could destroy you too
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Now there's nothing to take my mind off you
In this empty office by myself
I'm too afraid to talk to someone else
And I wonder if you're lonely by yourself
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Did I mistake duty for love?
What did I see in your despairing eyes?
That night's clouded with pain and fires
Am I telling myself lies?
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I won't let you go before me
Though I know it's just asking for strife
I won't let you lose your hold on life
I can still remember you just inches from Lust's knives
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I'm not asking you to love me back
Though I wish that you would
And if you did I doubt that I could
Forgive myself, even if I should
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We're both killers but I've killed more
You saw massacre in Ishval
I did it though I hated it all
I stood there and I watched them fall
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Sometimes I truly hate myself
But I won't give up my dreams
You're too wrapped up in my schemes
I say nothing for the sake of my team
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I said I'd become a leader
And this I swear I'll do
And I'll make that statement true
And I say it now: I'm in love with you