"Dear Serena ,
I turn into a monster, I make her cry
Content I can't leave her be
Every second I hurt in her
And tire I don't
Liar and I know myself
Every minute I'm that self
Sacred I have not
And I love her.
Tired I know she is
But not one day she left me
That's because she understand my love
She is the only one who could
What others couldn't see
She did
I love her because she knew
That's not me.
The passion of hurt within me
Influence of course it did
It made me forget tenderness
It changed me
In my wounds she accepted me
Lost she knew me
She kept on healing me
To be me again.
Now she is gone and I love her.
Send my regards to the one I love
Tell her I did not forget her love , not for a day , I didn't
Tell her my heart without her is full of wounds
As much as she closed her heart on me I couldn't forget
Tell her life without her what is it worth?
Even if she stayed far for her ill call
Maybe one day shell be back and show mercy
To alleviate this pain
My passion is sick of calling for her
Sick of missing her
My heart never loved before, never
I'm nostalgic, her eyes own my life
Without them too much time have passed
I won't cheat us even if she did
My promise to her no matter how long she stays away
She will always be my soul's shadow
My heart is with her even if she left mine all alone.
I'm waiting for her return to erase the pain."
A/N : this is after the season3 finale, no shooting occurred or eva. she left him for a long time and wouldn't take his calls , so he sent a letter to Serena. The other part will be from blair to Serena about chuck. Review if you are interested. Chair for the win!