After two day Cas's body started smelling bad.

After four days Sam left to find himself a hotel to stay at.

Finally after six days, Dean couldn't stand it. Get left to get wood to stack up in a field to burn Cas's dead body. After three hours of getting wood, Dean drove home to see Sam on the front step.

"I see you finally got rid of the body, I'm sorry, Dean." Sam said with sad eyes

"What? I haven't got rid of him. He's still on the bed. I just went out to get wood." Dean said confused

"Dean," Sam said resting a hand on his older brother's shoulder. "Cas's body isn't here."

"Wha-" Dean didn't finish cause he saw a shadow in the background. Pushing Sam out of the way he grabbed his gun out from his coat. Sam doing the same.

Slowly they made their way around the corner to find Cas leaning against the wall.

"Cas!" Dean yelled running over to him.

"Can't" Cas muttered.

"Sam help me bring him inside" Dean said throwing one of Cas's arms around his shoulder. Sam doing the same thing with Cas's other arm.

Once they were inside they flopped Cas on a bed.

"What the hell man?" Dean screamed.

"Dean." Sam said trying to calm his brother down.

"No, Sam he was dead." Dean yelled at his brother, which caused Sam and Cas to flinch

"Dean," Cas said "I'm sorry."

"You're sorry? Well that's fucking great. " Dean paced around the room. You could clearly see he had been drinking. There where baggy lines under his eyes, showing Cas that he hasn't been sleeping. His hair was a mess he was wearing the same clothes as that night Cas died.

"DO YOU SEE ME CASTIEL." Dean yelled at him. "This is the way you left me, no hope, no best friend. I don't ever want to see you again" Dean rubbed his eyes.

"Dean." Sam warned.

"I.. I just need some air." Dean said before grabbing his keys and leaving.

"He'll be back." Sam said patting Cas's back before leaving, to go to his room.

"Yeah, but I won't be here." Cas whispered

It's been three months since Cas came back to life, three months and he's only see the boys once.

After the fight with Dean he packed up and left.

There was something you guys didn't know about him. He was human now.

Cas was now making small money performing at small bars. Which he was doing right now.

Cas closed his eyes and started singing.

"Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life

Can't get no love without sacrifice

If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more."

Cas looked up to see a familiar face starting back at him.

He froze, didn't know what to do. Everyone looked at him.

"I'm sorry." Cas said, it wasn't to the crowed, it was to the man he saved, the man he had to leave. The man that. That he loved.

But as humans do, he ran.

And Dean let him.

This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love, Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life, But not together.