A/N i have the ending on One kiss ready just checking the document some more time and its done by the way hope you like this one shot even though its pretty short.
I reflected on what happened during the months after Edward left me in the woods and Sam Uley found me in the woods after the brutal break up.
"You. dont .want. Me. "
"No."
Had nightmares about it for days and saw it as a film, having on repeat and cried woke up sweating. But also remember to dream those sweet moments we had before the break every "I love you", kiss and touch. And it made me feel that I pulled the covers closer and sighed.
Now that Edward is the real he and not the ghost who said the cruel words and sometimes held me when I was asleep even though he was gone, sometimes when i did some reckless things he would appear angry told me to stop it.
"What are you thinking?" Asked Edward in an erotic voice. God knows he drives me crazy.
"You, only you," I smiled at him.
"On what?" He kissed my neck.
"The day you broke up me and months after the" I whispered softly but he heard it anyway.
"I'm so sorry because I thought you were like all other teens that they are hurting just days or weeks before they are back to normal." He sighed, I know that the mistake will chase him forever
"But I'm not like everyone else out there, especially when it comes to the feelings inside me but on the outside I feel like a normal person" I muttered softly but he heard it anyway.
"Hey, beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I think you're beautiful both on the outside and on the inside", I was not totally agree but let it go this time.
"I was reflecting my dark days after you broke up, even if you turned up and walked away from me felt like you left some of you here with me," I whispered low, "your soul and your heart"