Find me

A.N. I hope you enjoy this fanfiction :)

Kate left this earth quiet a while ago, I learned things from her death, like don't waste time. A little while ago I told Ziva I loved her. She loved me back, now she's missing, and I'm just sitting here like nothing happened.

We told the team that we were together and they supported us fully, but now sitting in court like none of us (Ziva and I) happened is killing me. We are married and were thinking of starting a family.

"So Miss Scuito, I see you playing with the ring on your finger, may I add its the only normal ring. Who gave it to you?" The lawyer asked "objection!" The teams lawyer yelled.

"It belongs to Ziva David." I answered the question without a second thought "so you know where she is?" "No I don't. She gave it to me long before" I licked my lips and tried not to cry, I looked over to Gibbs, he nodded. "Why did she give it to you?" The lawyer asked "because its my wedding ring" he looked at me shocked "you are married? Is he in the room?" I clenched my jaw. "No I'm married to the woman who is currently missing" I snapped.

He looked at me with wide eyes. He then cleared his throat "I understand you got a letter from Ms David two weeks ago, is that correct?" "Yes sir" "have you read it?" I took a deep breath in "no sir" he picked up the letter that was on the table "can you read it out for us" I took the letter with shaky hands and opened it.

"Dear my beloved Abigail, I miss you dearly. I hope to see you again, yet I am not sure. I tried so hard to brake free of this horrible place, but I only got far enough to send this letter." I paused and looked up "please keep reading Ms Scuito" I looked back at the letter

"I love you. I honestly don't think I will ever see your beautiful smile or hear you laugh ever again" I sobbed loudly and felt tears go down my face, yet I kept reading "I promise you with all that I am, that I will keep trying to get free. If I don't come home, I want you to move on. I love you to much. I really wish I was home right now. I really miss you and I just cant stop thinking about you. Please dont come looking for me, I won't be able to live with myself if you got hurt because you tried to find me. Love your wife Ziva"

I put the letter down and wiped my eyes, I looked up and everybody that I know was crying. I looked to Gibbs then whispered "not again" the lawyer looked at me and smirked "what do you mean by that Ms Scuito?" I looked to the teams lawyer and she nodded "about ten years ago, NCIS had an agent named Caitlin Todd, I was dating her, then Ziva's half brother Ari shot her and killed her. I didn't like Ziva to start off with but then I fell in love and now we are here"

"So your saying that everyone you fall in love with, leaves you in some way or another?" "OBJECTION!" Our lawyer yelled out "agreed" the judge replied.

"That is all. You may leave the stand" the other lawyer said to me then walked away.

About half an hour later the judge said "I have got enough evidence, and for Mrs Scuito's sake. I allow everyone and anyone to go looking for Mrs David. We are done here"

I walked out of court about ten times happier. "Abby we are going to leave for Israel tomorrow. I want you to come" Gibbs said in his best 'boss voice'. I looked at him "why do I have to come? I'm not trained in anything but science" "if we find her, she might be a bit hostile and you have always been the only one to calm her down" I nodded "we will pick you up at zero six thirty" he kissed my cheek then walked away.