A/N: New to this whole writing thing. Don't own anything except my own Oc's otherwise everything else belongs to Stephanie Meyer. There might be slight occness in Leah's and other's characters. Italics are Leah thoughts except in flash blacks mainly in Leah POV unless otherwise stated.

Prologue

Leah Pov

I couldn't believe it they found me. I hadn't even been gone for that long. Damn this suck, looks like I'm going to have to leave again. I run to grab my bag filled with clothes, money and food. As I run to my car I can't help but thinking about what happened to lead it to this.

Chapter 1

"Guys I've called this meeting here today, because I wanted to say that Emily and I are having a kid. I'm going to be a dad! "Sam says standing with his arms around Emily.

"Sam, Emily that's great! Congrats!" said Jared and Paul.

Great that just made my day. Damn how I wish I wasn't here right now. I had no choice though since I am Beta, I couldn't miss out on pack meetings especially since this one was concerning the joining of the two packs.

"That's great Emily." I say "Now about this meeting is it still going on or can I go now?"

"Yes, you can go..." Jake tells me. That's why I'm glad Jake is my alpha he doesn't force us to do things we don't want to.

"Wait," Sam starts "what about the joining of the two packs?"

"We aren't joining them Sam, the elders told me that even though it may be inconvenient it's fine that there are two packs since I won't be here for very long. In the next few years the Cullen's are going to be leaving and when they go, I go. Anyone in my pack who wants to go back to the La Push pack may, but no one is going to be forced to choose. "As Jake says that he stares at me. Is he telling me what I think he's telling me? I'll have to ask him later when no one else is around.

"Fine I guess that will have to work." Sam replies curtly "So as you all know, Emily and I are going to be married in a few days and we wanted to know who will be attending?"

Oh great I'll take that as my cue to leave. As I'm walking towards the door someone grabs my arm. I look back and see Emily.

"Leah, I know this might not be the best time to time to ask but I was wondering if you could be one of my bridesmaids."

As I look down to her I couldn't help but feel disgusted. She has everything I ever wanted and now it feels like she's trying to take even more from me. As I take my arm back, I smile and reply "Sorry Emily I can't be a bridesmaid at your wedding."

With that I run out of the house and without bothering to strip I phase. Damn there goes another pair of underwear. I run as fast as I could go heading towards my favourite place.

"Leah…" Jake says phasing in "You know you can leave whenever you want. You've done you're part in this pack. I'm not going to hold you back from doing what you've wanted to do for ages."

"Thanks Jake but, I'm just going to stick around till after the wedding so I can try and get some closure from all of this."

"You don't need to put yourself through all this pain. I'm sure that they would understand.'

"UNDERSTAND… you want to know what Emily asked. She asked me to be her fucking bridesmaid in her goddamn wedding." I yell feeling my anger grow even more.

"You know I know how it feels Leah, to watch someone you love get married."

"I don't love him not anymore. Besides you have an imprint now so you are turning into one of them. Just wait, when she grows up you'll be following her like a love sick puppy!"

"Leah…" As we approached the Cullen's I could tell that Jake was getting more and more excited at the thought of being near his imprint. I still can't believe it, before I used to hate the sparkle family but now we've come to and understanding. Who knew that me and Barbie would become the best of friends and that Pixie and I would like shopping together. Bella and I still don't get along so well. But her hubby the mind reaper wasn't so bad. That is after getting past him reading your mind. Alice however managed to show me some ways to keep him out. Teddy bear and Scarface weren't too bad either we all liked football and video games. Momma and Poppa Cullen were like a second pair of parents. I still can't believe that before I threw away Esme's cooking, it's so wonderful.

"JAKE!" screamed Nessie running out of the house. Wow that was a cute dress she had on. Jake became preoccupied with Ness. I waited for Ed to tell Alice that I needed some clothes. Speak of the devil here she comes.

"Leah, Leah, and Leah what have I told you before clothes are very important you can't tear up everything you own. Well I guess you can cause then that would mean that we can going shopping!"

"Alice… you need to go to shopaholic anonymous" I say phasing back. When I'm done getting dressed, Alice motions for me to follow her. As I follow her into the woods I start to wonder why I'm following a vampire into the woods and when she suddenly stops and turns around I'm startled because of that smile she wearing.

"Leah I know you're secret. Did you think that I wouldn't know? I'm not a seer for nothing. How long did you think you could hide it from me?" Damn it I forgot to put my defenses

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