Should I tell him?
Chapter 1:
He left. I can't believe he left me. I didn't even get a chance to tell him my news. I know he wouldn't have believed me anyway, but he had a right to know. I feel empty, like I've lost everything. How am I going to cope on my own? I fall to the floor and allow myself to cry, for the first time in years. I wipe away my tears with my hand, when I feel something cool on my skin… the promise ring he gave me.
Flashback:
I have been in the gym for 2 hours now and I've still done nothing. I can't stop thinking of last night. God, it was amazing! I'm still shocked that it actually happened. Dimitri was just … WOW! I'm lost for words. Last night was the best night of my life and I've fallen even more in love with Dimitri and I didn't think that could be possible. I'm lost in my thoughts of when we finally gave in to the love we felt for one another, when I feel strong arms wrap around my waist from behind. I know it's him straight away, by his touch and the smell of his aftershave. He leans down and whispers in my ear "I missed you, Roza." My legs turn to jelly and I can't think straight. Why does he have this effect on me? I turn around to face him, still wrapped in the warmth of his arms. God, he is gorgeous! I look up at him and smile my man-eating smile "Hey Comrade, I missed you too." He smiles down at me and then gets this serious look on his face. "Oh here we go" I mutter. He looks at me confused; he wasn't supposed to hear me say that. "So is this the part, where you tell me that last night was a mistake and that it shouldn't have happened and that it will never happen again? Because if it is, please don't waste your breath… I don't want to hear it, comrade" I say quietly. He looks shocked and then he leans down and presses his lips to mine. They feel hard, but so soft at the same time. I melt into them. I start to lose myself in the kiss, when he pulls back. "Roza, last night was NOT a mistake, it was the best night of my life" he whispers. I look up at him "really Comrade? He nods and a big smile lights up my face "I love you Dimitri" he smiles at me "I love you too, my Roza… I have something for you. I want you to know you are the only woman I want. No matter what, I'm yours and your mine" He pulls out a small box and hands it to me. I open it and a beautiful ring, nestled in the black velvet of the box is staring back at me. I gasp and tears fill my eyes. "It's a promise ring. I promise that I will always be here for you, I will always love you and I will always protect you. I love you so much Roza." The tears I had been blinking back now spilled over my face. "I love you so much Dimitri and I promise I will always love you, fight for you and protect you. You own my heart, comrade" He looks close to tears too as he takes the ring out of the box and slips it on my wedding finger. "Someday that will be a wedding ring, my Roza" then he leans down and kisses me.
End of Flashback:
More tears slip down my face as I think of that day. There's a knock on my door and I know that it's Lissa because of the bond. She shouts through the door "Rose, are you in here?" I don't answer her. She knocks again; I know she isn't going to leave, so I get up an answer the door. When she sees me she looks shocked, and then throws here arms around me. This just causes me to cry even more. She looks and I can feel her emotions through the bond, (scared, worried, upset, confused) "Rose, what is it? What's wrong? "I look up at her. "Lissa, I'm…. pregnant!" her eyes go wide and she gasps.