WARNING: This story will (eventually) contain Yaoi (Male X Male) sexual situations, if you do not like it do not read it.

RATED M: For eventual sexual situation, strong language, and other crap.

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Bleach or any of the characters.

Extra Stuff: This is kind of an AU (Alternate universe)

Please don't be to rough on me this is my first attempt at a fanfiction for other people's eyes. If you like it please let me know so I can write a next chapter.

Oh and one more thing, what do you think of the name. I'm not good with coming up with names :P

Chapter one: I need a way out

The rain was pouring down making his thick blue spiked hair stick to his head. Running down the road panting as police sirens were going crazy, he never once turned back to look at the child once more he couldn't . Not only ten minutes ago the blue haired male had blood on his cheeks, now the rain had washed away all evidence that he was involved. Running into an ally he leans against the wall groaning, he thought about the actions that just took place.

"What the hell just happened!" He kicked his foot groaning as pain shot threw his knee once more.

It was a hot Friday evening as Grimmjow walked into his bosses office. Bowing quickly he sat down and rolled his eyes as the male began to pull out paper after paper.

"Fuck this." Grimmjow mumbled softly as a paper was pushed in front of him.

"Excuse me" The chair turned around as a brown haired male was sitting his face almost emotionless.

"N-Nothing sir, so whats all this anyway? Wasn't I suppose to be here for a job?"

The paper covered in multicolored wording and at the bottom it needed a signature. Quickly scanning it over he read the gist of it. He was to kill a male named Renji, a 6'2" male with long red hair who was covered in tattoo's. It was all so his boss could make a point to some men who had stolen from him.

"You are here for a job, this forum here I need you to sign for it."

"I need to sign to take on a job? Since when!"

Aizen sighs rubbing the bridge of his nose annoyed at how idiotic his employees could be.

"Yes I need you to sign for a job, after what happened last time. This states that if it isn't done by tonight there will be severe punishment. Do you understand me Grimmjow? Its important that you kill him right away."

"Yeah yeah what ever just give me a damn pen." Signing for it he stood up. "By the way... Last time wasn't my fault the woman just jumped in the way!"

Walking from the room he quickly headed out for the job after grabbing a few necessities. That's when this all began to fall into place. He was walking through the park wearing his blue jeans that had small holes around them and his favorite blue shirt. He tried to blend in but it didn't work much with his bright blue hair. After an hour of walking around and waiting he finally found him. Quickly the hunt began. Following closely but keeping his distance as he was forced to weave in and out of people on the busy sidewalks.

Suddenly the redhead began running and so did Grimmjow. Coming to the side of the river Grimmjow drew his gun smirking.

"Give it up kid this is it for you."

"Never! I don't give on anything!" He seemed to not even care the male had a gun. Running up quickly he kicked Grimmjow in his knee.

He only came to this location for the woman he was after, her name was Masaki. He knew she came here every evening for her walk, but today was different. She had her nine-year old son with her. Pulling out his gun as well he smirked to the kneeling Grimmjow.

"Sorry but this doesn't concern you." He didn't bother with the kid and shot the woman between her eyes. Grimmjow looked shocked as he leans up and shot his weapon as well sending the redhead back a few feet. As he fell over Grimmjow stood there as he put his gun away.

"Damn it why did he want her?" He quickly turned as he heard a child's voice. That's when he noticed the small bright orange haired boy.

"Mommy? H-Hey mommy get up I wanna go home its cold." Grimmjow stood up slowly shocked. He couldn't just leave the kid, could he? No not after the kid began to cry. Walking slowly he kneels down putting his hand on the kids shoulder.

"Hey kid, listen." He was never good at talking none the less telling the kid his mother was dead. "When the police get here tell them that man over there did it alright? Don't tell them about me."

With that said Grimmjow left quickly. Thats where this all began.

Rubbing his knee he jumped as a cop stood at the beginning of the ally.

"HES OVER HERE!" Police rush in and without a second thought Grimmjow was climbing the fence, climbing an emergency exit and getting to the top of a building. Quickly he pulled out his phone calling his co-worker Nnoitra. They may not seem like friends but they had each others back every time.

"Hello?" He groans out as he was woken up by the phone call.

"Hey its me, got a problem over here with a guy Aizen wanted me to kill. Police everywhere think you can get me?"

"Nnn where are you? It sounds windy."

"Roof of a building on what looks like. Uhhh around some shops and a lake."

"Be there in fifteen minutes, and don't cry when I tell you to jump this time."

Without another word he hung up. Keeping his word he was on time pulling up in an expensive looking black car. By that time Grimmjow had planned how to get down. Before he was able to jump police busted threw the door on the roof. Holding up their guns he just laughed before jumping down into a tree. From the tree he jumped to the ground then got in the car.

"Hurry up! None of this is going as I planned!"

"That bad?" He sped off snickering. "I thought you always get what you want Grim Kitty."

The male ignored the last comment groaning in pain from his knee. "Just shut up and drive seriously! I killed him an all but he killed some kids mother, the worst part... The kid was there with her."

He suddenly stopped the car. "Are you an idiot!? You just left the kid! Did he see your face!?"

Lifting his hand into the air he waved him off. "Listen its fine just keep driving before we both get arrested!"

After the two arrived back at their so called home Grimmjow was called into Aizen's office. After hearing his story Grimmjow was paid for his job then sent off. Lying on his bed he groans out. He couldn't forget the crying boys face. That bright orange hair then he began to wonder, what if his mother was his only family? Shaking his head he sat up quickly.

"When have I ever cared? I mean I killed plenty of people before but this... I didn't kill his mother. I have nothing to do with that kid."

Getting up Grimmjow walked threw the halls until he stood in front of Starrk's room. Taking a deep breath he knocked softly before walking in. Inside was a plain white room with two large beds, a large desk with a laptop on it, a small tv, and a sleeping male in a bean bag chair.

"Starrk... We need to talk, do you mind if Nnoitra comes in here as well?" His voice was soft as he shut the door slowly. Slowly Starrk sat up able to hear the sadness and hate in his voice.

"Hmm? Yeah lets make it quick before my sister gets back."

Grimmjow quickly texts his friend to hurry over. Soon all three were sitting in the middle of the room in silence. The first person to break it was Nnoitra who was pissed about being woken up from his nap once more.

"So what the fuck is this about Grimmjow!" His mouth was quickly covered by the blue haired male.

"Shh someone might hear you! Damn it just keep quiet for a minute. I'll explain" Removing his hands from the larger male he let out a deep sigh.

"Listen both of you, I would have brought Ulquiorra here as well but he's to close to Aizen now. I just... I can't do this anymore. After what happened with that kid and everything today I can't do it. I have to leave."

Both of the other males eyes widen. The first one to speak up was Nnoitra, he was raised here with Grimmjow and watched all the pain, all the torture ,everything he was put through here.

"Grimmjow your serious... You know there's no way out, if he finds out anything about this, about what your planning. You know damn well you'll be dead in a second!"

"I know that.. I know what happened to... Him."

None of them dared to speak of the last male who tried to get out when it was too late. Sadly for Grimmjow he was there. He walked into one of his so called brother's room only to watch Gin decapitate the man before his own eyes.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Starrk looked up finally his eyes soft and caring. "Are you sure you can do this?"

"Yes... I can't stand this anymore. I have a plan on how to as well. But once I'm out. I can't talk to any of you for a while. You know he's gonna try in all of his power to get me back one way or another. I have to lay low for at least a few years."

"And how the hell do you expect to pull off a death wish like this!"

Grimmjow stood up slowly eying his two friends with a death-like glare.

"Just trust me alright? I need you both not to say a word to anyone! I just can't stay anymore. I need to get out, I need to cool down and start my own life. One that isn't controlled by him."

"Alright I'm with you Grimm Kitty. But how are you gonna do it, seriously?"

"I can't tell you guys, if he finds out you two know he's gonna kill you both." He smirks turning back to face them. "And I can't lose you guys either."

Walking over he hugged them both and walked to the door. Turning back quickly he sighs.

"I'll call you both in a few years, if you're alive great. If not I'm sorry."

And with that he was gone. Quickly getting back to his room he began to pack his things a smirk painted across his face. "Today's what I have been waiting for, for a long time." He thought to himself as he turned to pick up a picture of him with the two other men. Packing it away quickly as well as most of his other things into one large bag he checked the clock. It was about 11:00 P.M., good he would be the one taking over guard duty soon.

Leaving his bag upstairs he walked down revealing Harribel of her duty. After twenty minutes he walked to the security room and shut down all cameras and erasing the tape for today, so no one would find out he went to talk to the two males. Running upstairs he grabbed his bag and his keys.

Quickly he slipped out the front door and into the garage. Walking over to his bright blue car he shook his head. "Someone would find me with that thing." He thought to himself as he walked to his silver motorcycle. Starting it up quickly he took a deep breath. "It's finally time, I can finally move on." And with that he was out, he was zooming down the road a smirk painted across his face.

/ / Updated with spelling errors fixed 7-13-2015