As I See the Sun

A Final Fantasy Seven Songfic

Vincent/Cid

A/N: I have recently stumbled upon the enlightenment that is VinCid. This is, in some senses, a yaoi, as there is…activity. But it is not described. I believe this as a thing of beauty between the two, not smut as many seem to. They seem to fit together so well.

The song that is used is Silver and Cold by AFI. Obviously, it is in bold, and I tend not to keep the verses together, for more drama. For some reason, it seems to fit this little romance I'm writing.

I hope you enjoy.

I came here by day, but I left here in darkness and found you on the way.

Was he the one…Who saved me?

I feel like I have lost my will, I feel like my body is moving of its own accord. And what I do, What I think…Well, that doesn't matter anymore.


Now, it is silver and silent.
It is silver and cold.

You, in somber resplendence, I hold.

He filled me with light…When all I knew was darkness. He took the wounds that pained me…And healed them, without thinking twice. Without understanding that…

I am a monster.

I am a demon, I am something not fit to be alive. God, I wish he would have killed me that day.

But then…Would I have met him? And would I have felt…This emotion that I feel now..

I really think its called Love.

I feel him hold me tightly…I can smell his hair, I can feel his breath, warm and calming on my neck. I can run my human hand through his blonde locks, and think to myself…

You saved me from that hell.


Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one now. Your sins into me.

As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.

Why did you do it for me?

You could have left me there to sleep, and when I would awake, I would cry, cry for my humanity and for what I lost.

You could have let me suffer, like I deserve to. I am an abomination, just a puppet for them.

I hear him whisper comforting words into my ear.


Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one.

I hear him say it, but I tend not to believe it.

" You are so beautiful."

Am I really? Or am I a demon of hell, ready to kill what lies before me with no second thought.

That is what I am supposed to be.

" Please…Don't lie to me."


Light, like the flutter of wings,

feel your hollow voice rushing into me
as you're longing to sing.

He looks at me, eyes full of emotion. I think it is sadness and hurt, but I don't want to think about hurting him. Not after he has chosen not to hurt me.

" Why do ya say I'm lying to ya? Why would I?" He touches my black hair, running his rough hand down the side of my face. " You are everything to me."

I feel like I am taking advantage when I lean in to kiss him.


So I will paint you in silver.
I will wrap you in cold.
I will lift up your voice as I sink.

I didn't even realize our bodies entwine again for that night. I feel his skin against my own, and I try not to remember times past.

Gentle kisses are given to me, over every inch of myself, leaving small marks in their path. He reaches the claw..

And kisses it as well.

I feel like crying at his acceptance.


Cold in life's throws.

I'll fall asleep for you. I only ask you turn away.

The love he gives. It is like a drug to me, making me feel different from myself.

I feel him inside me, and I feel thepactthat we have made.

I lay, my head on his chest, content with this appreciation of myself. I feel like I am complete.

" I love you, Vincent."

And while I cannot bring myself to speak the words, I know he understands.

'I love you, Cid.'

I only ask your turn as they seep into me, oh, my beautiful one.

-End-