Right .. so I have never done this before .. I hope someone will tell me how it is. This is Cameron just musing
Disclaimer: I do not own house, md or fax because if I did i would have a lot more money than I do .
I hope it is ok enjoy
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Disconcerting .. that is what she feels now
A failed date .. a tattered heart and no place in his life
truth be told, she knew this would happen
but she had to try, not for him but for her
to be widowed at 25 and to lose a child, she saw something in him
a kindred spirit, a heart that might beat the same tune as hers
but he shuts her out of his life, while his eyes say something different
so many emotions that he can't say
"i love you, i want you, i need you, dont leave me .. not you too"
so he will outwordly push her away
but inside he will pull her back
he watches me through the glass in my sanctuary, i know
i never look up but i can feel those eyes
he is debating himself, me, the situation, that .. woman
i hate her .. just hearing her name makes me want to scream
stacey .. what a stupid name .. sigh
I told him my piece, i was and am happy for him
maybe one day he will want me, maybe he will let me in .. even a little
until that day i will just let him watch me