Prologue
This is not a story for the faint of heart. In fact it's not even really a story, it's a telling of my life that I feel needs to be told. You see there were many people that took me for granted…no, maybe that is not a good way to put it. Misunderstanding would be a better word, it seemed as if no one understood the way I lived my life or my beliefs or anything like that. I was always just the evil being the one with no heart, the one who could feel no pain because I had no feelings. This was not true it was never true and for many reasons. The biggest one being that there is no true form of evil, in fact if I'm not mistaken didn't the Dark Lord himself once say, "There is no good and evil, there is only power and those to weak to seek it."
I was one who sought that power; I was one who sought to destroy the weak so I could have that power. And while to most of you that is the cruelest philosophy in all of mankind it was my way of life, the one that kept me moving when I didn't want to move anymore. And before you blame an actual person for making me this way let me tell you that you're dead wrong. Yes someone put me on that path others may have given me nudges in that direction, but I was the one who walked that road; you always have a choice…remember that. I didn't always think that though. There was a time when I thought that it wasn't my fault, that it was never my fault…I now know I was wrong.
However I am getting off topic, they only gave me a few days to write this so let me cut to the chase. This is my life, beginning to end—yes to end, this is the last thing I will probably ever do (I can hear the cheers now)…but I'm getting off topic once more—and I am giving you a choice. You can read this and figure out why people like me do what we do or you can slam this book shut in anger and walk away…you pick which road to take.