Heart Ache and Ex-Friends
Summary: What if Edward never liked Bella but she still loved him. This is when she first finds out she loves him, but her so called friend Jessica isn't much of a friend. How will Bella cope? She has known him for 3 years Jessica is a new friend from a different school.
Disclaimer: i do not own twilight. i just like to fiddle with it =)
A/N: okay so take it easy on me. this is my first fan fic. its a true story. i know its short but it just seemed write to end it there i will hopefully update soon. please read and review!!
Chapter one: Finding Out
Bella POV:
I think I do, but I don't know. Do I? Oh My Goodness I'm in love with Edward Cullen!!
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Next day
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As I'm walking up the corridor to English I see Edward. Is it normal for my heart to practically jump out of my chest, just from seeing him? I never realised how gorgeous he is before, how could I have not noticed? That sweater he is wearing sits perfectly on his well toned body. I'd better stop now before I start to drool, which isn't such a good thing in the middle of a school corridor. Well if i can't drool at least my face doesn't fail to blush. I'm like a bright red tomato, not a good look!
"Hi Edward" My voice is all weird*cringe*
"Oh hey Bella, you coming out into port angles later?" Does he want me to?
"Sure thing, is it okay if I invite my friend Jessica" Oh my goodness he is soo hot. He's like a greek god, with his bronze care free hair and his amazing body and perfect face if I didnt know better I'd say he was a vampire. A laughable idea.
"Sure, want to use my phone to contact her." Aww he's being so nice, I am so completly in love with him!!
"Oh em, thanks I have no credit at the minute."
***later that day***
"Hey guys, this is Jessica"
Everyone mutters their hellos to her, we sit and chat for a while before my stomach starts to grumble. Everyone laughs at me as i again blush the deepest red.
"Sorry, anyone want to come get food with me?"
Emmett and Edward decide to come with me. While we are waiting for food, I sit there contemplating whether I should tell Edward my feelings, maybe even ask him on date...then all of a sudden I see Emmett mouth the words "she's into you" towards Edward and then points his head in my direction. Could I blush anymore? I turn so they can see I've seen. There and then I decided I wouldn't tell him, I think. Once we have gotten our food,we all got paninis man we love them, we head back to the gang. Alice, the little pixie, is excited about making a new friend and so immediately starts talking to Jessica, I can already see her planning a Jessica Barbie session already, thank goodness there is a new fascination, now the spotlight off me. Hallelujah!! No more dress up Bella, no more lets play with Bella's hair. Yay!! Hopefully Jessica wont mind so much. We ended up playing truth or dare the only thing is we play it so often we can no longer think of any questions or dares, we now offically suck at that game. Soon the day starts to draw to close and we all go are separate ways.
On the way home I still contemplate telling Edward. Until I get an abrupt text form Edward saying:
"Bella, eww no, how could I like her. I'm kinda into you though. XxXx"
In that moment my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces.
A/N: i would love to hear what you thought about it so please review. it only takes a minute.