Phil's Pov/Chapter One
"I love you"The moment I spoke those words,I knew I would regret them.I am at Rebecca's house,we are boyfriend and girlfriend you she doesn't know that I am gay.I guess that I am too afraid to end our relationship and just afraid to tell her the truth.
My throat went dry and my mouth burnt,as if the words were poison."I love you too"And these were the words I didn't want to be spoken back to see,I am not a very romantic person,I do try to be.I try to write poems but they fail.I tried to propose to someone at one point on top of a cliff in front of a sunset...I got turned down.I feel a sudden squeeze around my waist and my 'day dream' bubble is is hugging me,her head in the crook of my neck.
I look down at her,her long blonde hair covering up her she kissed me,it felt wrong,so I pulled away."I got to go.I'll see you tomorrow maybe"I say,pushing her off me as I stand up...Maybe...Rebecca nods as I put on my jacket and leave.
The cold air hits me straight away as soon as I open the door,giving me goosebumps.I zip up my jacket and pull it tighter around my I should dump Rebecca,but then she will ask me if she is homophobic?What if she will tell everyone?What if-
"Oh my god,Im sorry"I feel a hard push on my chest,winding me.I look down,well up,at something or someone that bumped into was a lad,just a bit taller then me,with a haircut similar to mine,but a chestnut brown colour and swept the other is wearing a black shirt with a skull on it and dark blue jeans."Urm..."I start to stay,taken back by his looks,but its his personality that counts too."It's fine"I finally spit out before it becomes sighs and smiles,sticking out his hand,and I shake it."I'm Phil"I say,rubbing my arms in attempt to warm them up.
"Dan."He announces,smiling,so I smile back.I have only just met him and it feels like I have known him for it's the way he is smiling at kneels down onto the floor and picks up some pieces of paper I didn't even know he pushes his hair out his eyes and pulls a pen out of his pocket,tearing off a bit off paper and writing something on passes me it,and then I realize it was his number."See you around"Then he walked passed was gone.