Story one.

n e g a t i v e s p a c e

Miku's POV

Between everything is just negative space.

Nothing more. Not a spark, not feelings, nothing of the sort.

Everything in between is just empty.

After you, I learned what I was. Just a person who was born, who will die, and in between lives some sort of life.

You just left and I realized, what I felt in the was no your 'love', but what was going to happen.

But I played along anyway.

I could see you loved her.

Every glance, eyes filled with longing. I could see it all.

But I wanted you so much, I let you play with me as if I were your doll.

I could tell you pretended I was her. Putting a bow in my hair, shortening and bleaching it, going from long and teal to short and blonde, instantly. You also replaced my eye color.

But my hair stayed long and teal. bows would never adorn my head. my eyes would never be the ocean blue you longed for. No, they would always stay that tealish color they always had.

I know you pretended to want me, but I never measured up to /her/.

I absolutely hated her for it.

Oranges were her things.

Bananas were yours.

Bananas and oranges taste good together. In a smoothie, in a fruit salad.

Bananas and leaks don't taste good together.

I made you a banana and leek smoothie once.

It made you sick.

You and her look good together.

You guys match.

I though we looked good together.

I guess I was wrong.

Nothing you did really bothered me.

Nothing except, whenever something happened, good or bad, you always told her first.

Always.

I hear you guys started going out.

Apparently, this happened not long after we stopped going out.

You told every one of your friends "she's definitely the one" and 'it seems we were made for each other."

Its like I never happened.

Sure, I exist, but I'm not your ex. I never happened to kiss and hug you.

you were always hers.

You were never mine.

A/N: woah. I kinda diverged from my original thing. And I know you gys don't care, but anyway non-updation reasons:
1. computer's outta commission.

2. other computer won't let me log into fanfiction.

3. my iPad won't let me update stuff.

Ta-dah! Those are my reasons.