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Chapter One

"It's been four years! Four years! Don't you think its time you got over that asshole or should I say asshole's and start living?" Cheslyn said as she reached for the sugar across the table. This small coffee shop was her favourite, she believed that they sold the best coffee in town and was surprised that very little people knew about it.

Santana picked her head up from her own blend of coffee and made I contact with her cousin Cheslyn. Santana herself loved coffee and never could pass up a chance to have coffee at "the little coffee shop" and of course catch up with her beloved cousin. "Okay wow you and my friends really need to stop thinking I stopped dating because of them." There was a three second pause before she continued "I mean at a point yes but not this whole for years..maybe a year max was because of them but I'm good now their my past and I've happily let go. I couldn't care less about Cameron and Nerissa "

Santana always did seem to defend them even when she didn't want to.

"I know how that sounds but I'm not trying to condone what they did and yes it broke my heart, broke me in ways I didn't even know possible but I'm okay with my pass and besides their not the reason I stopped dating, my sexuality is"

"oh shut up, just shut up! You family will be okay with your not being straight, their your family they'll understand San" cheslyn was Santana's only family member that knew, sure some of her friends knew but she made them swear not to tell anyone.

Santana found it hard to believe, she knows her family and she knows if it ever came to choosing between her family or love, she knew she's choose her family.

"Its easy for you to say, your not in my position, besides why can't you just let it go I'm happy as my life is"

Cheslyn sighed she knew having this conversation for god knows how many times wasn't going to change Santana's mind. "Fine but when you meet the girl, your whole life is going to turn upside down"

Santana laughed and brushed the comment off "We still up for the gym at 5 ?"

"Yeah. I have to go now, I've to see a client in about an hour. So I'll see you at 5" Cheslyn was a lawyer and a damn good one at it.

Santana was a teacher, her main job was to coach the volleyball, netball and soccer team. She loved sport and therefore loved her job. Santana watches as her cousin leaves and thinks to herself 'I'm such a coward'

Hi guys (: please do go easy on me. Its my first try and this so please keep that in mind. Please do review so I'll know if I should continue. Thank you.