SPOILERS!

ALSO FLUFFINESS GALORE AND A TINCY BIT OF ANGST, BUT MAINLY FLUFFY LAND FULL OF FLUFFY FLUFFS AND FAIRY FLOSS! You have been warnedthat im not very good at angst :( so this is mainly fluff

AN: Hey this is just a little story of song fic drabbles I will be also doing, fear not! Anyway the next chapter of 'W.L.G.T.D.W.I' will be up soon :) so enjoy this first song fic drabble, set after city of fallen angels, thou I happen to ignore the whole clary/Jace fiasco, I'm not a big fan of clary if you hadn't already figured that out.

IMPORTANT NOTE: italics are when they are singing, underlined italicsare when they both are singing together! MAY THE MANGOES BE WITH YOU ;)

DISCLAIMER: as always I own nothing, not the classic Disney song nor our favourite MI boys *sigh*

'You'll be in my heart'

Magnus hated nights like this. Nights that would leave him shivering on his couch alone, without the comfort of his gorgeous blue-eyed boyfriend snuggled next to him exchanging body heat and other such pleasantries. Magnus couldn't help but feel sad looking at the wavering candle light as it was soon to be engulphed by its own pool of wax. He glanced at the glowing red numbers on his neon wrist watch; 2:32 am. Alexander Lightwood was late… again.

He knew it was Alec's job, hell apparently it was his shadowhunter duty to protect the world from hellish demons, but lately Magnus knew there was something else keeping his beau away… And it wasn't just because Alec's sister had been on his back about him making up for lost time- she didn't appreciate Alec going on a holiday when she had to stay behind with Clary and Blondie constantly… conoodling.

Magnus repressed a shudder; he had heard of several occasions where Isabelle had practically caught them 'christening' the training room.

He could see the appeal it would have for the obnoxious Jace, big pointy swords and having his way with the red-headed Clary seemed to be his two favourite things, why not have both in the same room at the same time?

Magnus sighed and ran his long fingers through his now stiff with hair spray hair, he watched faintly as the glitter fell reflecting off the lowly lit candles that he had planned for him and Alec. A little romantic relaxsastion was defiantly what they both needed. But alas it seemed it was not meant to be. Magnus was becoming restless and increasingly annoyed as the minutes ticked on and still no sign of his lover. Warlocks, especially high Warlocks did not like to be kept waiting.

Magnus was suddenly jolted out of his stupor by the sound of dragging feet and heavy Laboured breathing. His entire body called out for him to jump up as he heard the faint jingling of keys near the front door- yes the high warlock could hear all that from the safety of his bedroom- and the slight muttering of various curse words as the keys were dropped and then hastily retrieved. Magnus tried he really did try to stay put; the silk nightshirt he had left partly open was just the right amount of seduction and intrigue followed by his favourite leather pants that made his legs seem to go for miles and didn't do any damage to the 'good bits' either.

But he had been sitting like this for hours! And the anticipation Magnus felt bubble in his chest as he heard the door open and his boyfriend's steady footsteps come closer almost became too much, he felt he might just fling himself at the unsuspecting Alexander as soon as he entered the door.

No! Magnus Bane was not a flinger; he would wait for Alec to come to him.

Soon the foot steps stopped but not in the right direction. Magnus thought about shouting out that he was in here but instead he crept quietly off the bed as he heard the low sounds of the TV being turned on and some ridiculous late night show begin. He heard the sigh of his boyfriend and tried not to feel the bitter sting of rejection.

Alec was choosing late night TV over his own magnificent sexy practically half naked boyfriend!

Magnus didn't even bother to do up his now, crinkled shirt as he stalked –not all that unchildishly- into the living room where his boyfriend was propped on the couch, knees tucked up under his chin as he stared vacantly at the TV, not even noticing his lovers entrance. His clothes were torn and ragged with the signs of battle and his face and hands covered in small smudges of goodness knows what. Magnus could tell that under the sweater alec was wearing the customary black shadowhunter gear, usually he would love alec wearing the very tight black leather suit home, but he knew alec didn't take it off because it would be good for their romantic night, but because of it being too much effort to take it off.

"Is Taylor Launtner stripping?" Magnus asked coolly letting no emotion plague his voice as he sat on the arm of the love seat. The jibe was at the intent stare Alec was giving the television. Though by the frown that crinkled Alec's usually flawless pale features something was bothering him. Magnus pushed all his ill thoughts about Alec missing their 'date night' for another time. Something was seriously bothering his better half.

Magnus smiled slightly when the sound of his voice made his lover jump almost falling off the couch quickly his lover whirled around a Sterph blade in hand before he realised who exactualy had spoken.

"By the angel Magnus you scared me!" Alec exclaimed clutching his chest as he breathed rapidly sheathing his weapon. It always amused Magnus how ravenousness demons didn't scare Alec, but the slightest surprise or sudden unexpected movement would send him into a frenzy.

Magnus chuckled to himself "I have always loved that saying, I find it so…endearing" he purred placing both arms behind his head as he turned to the TV, some sort of infomercial was on that was of little interest to him and even littler interest to Alec.

Alec's lips tilted up in a weary half-smile, but his eyes that currently swirled with the darkest shades of azure blue weren't in on the smile. They remained clouded and troubled.

Magnus didn't like it.

"Dressing up for something?" Alec asked eyeing his boyfriends evening wear or more likely lack of. Magnus smiled when he could see the faintest of blushes grace Alec's cheeks.

"I was dressing up for you, but after being dressed like this for over three hours, it seems to have lost its newness and spontaneity" Magnus drawled flicking his wrist casually.

Alec was silent for several moments as he contemplated what Magnus had said.

Magnus turned his attention to the TV which was now some sort of music show, Magnus slid off the side of the couch till he was sitting quite comfortably next to his boyfriend, it wasn't until Magnus heard the almost silent chocking sound that he turned around.

Alec; his wonderful, sweet, adorable, selfless Alec was… crying?

Magnus was shocked, but that didn't stop the loving instincts that automatically kicked in, instantly he found himself on the ground kneeling down in front of his boyfriend.

"Alec, baby? Are you all right?" Magnus asked, touching Alec's forearm gently. He didn't mean to make Alec cry? Hell he had barely ever seen Alec almost-if-not cry before.

Alec sniffed and wiped his face with his ragged sleeve, his blue eyes rimmed with red, normally Magnus would have made a comment about the appalling sweater but the distraught look on Alec's face was enough for him to keep his big trap shut for once.

"Alexander, what's wrong? I didn't mean it like that, I don't mind that you forgot, it's not that big of a deal" he said reaching for the boys hand, he clasped it firmly in his own and kissed Alec's forehead gently.

Alec just turned his face from Magnus hiding it "it is a big deal, its just, I… I hate to disappoint you; it just makes me feel like I have failed you"

For the second time that night Magnus was shocked at his boyfriends actions "failed me?" he asked bewildered, Magnus sat back on to the couch Alec's cold hand clasped in his own, he used his other hand to cup Alec's cheek and turn his head gently to him, blue eyes met green and Magnus felt his breath catch in his throat when he saw the expression Alec was wearing. Much like the one Alec wore when he said he was trivial to Magnus.

Much of that convocation still made Magnus's chest ache.

All they could do was hope, they had made that conclusion, but since then things had become harder, the tension Magnus felt when ever he was in the presence of Alec's parents, his mother in particular was over whelming. It seems that Marsye still hadn't accepted the fact, like Alec had, that Magnus was hundreds of years old, and he had been with many others. But she also failed to believe that Alec was different.

Magnus had only ever felt this strongly about one other person, Camille but that relationship was built on dependency and secrets. Not like Alec who was a straight foreword and open as a child's colouring book.

"Alec, you could never fail me" Magnus assured him rubbing his thumb along Alec's calloused hand for reassurance.
Alec still looked distraught and defeated, he looked up into Magnus's steady gaze "but I have so many times, before I was-" he shrugged as the word phrasing "-out I was hurting you and now that we can finally be together im still failing you, im just not…" he looked down at his hands
Magnus squeezed alec's hand tighter "for the last time your not a failure and your not trivial, you are you and that's all I have ever wanted" Magnus tried to convey all his emotion into that sentence as he held alec's battle worn hand to his mouth and kissed it gently and lovingly.
"I love you" Alec whispered and he brought his hands from Magnus's and wrapped them around his neck, his head leaning on Magnus's chest.
"I love you too baby." Magnus said bringing his lips to Alec's gently.

After a tender lengthy moment Alec pulled away Magnus noted he still looked deeply troubled "I ran into my mother tonight, and you know I haven't spoken to her… since the whole Camille/Lilith incident. She, well she wanted to talk" Alec stopped, he seemed ot have lost his breath
"and…" Magnus pressed, knowing Alec when he was conveying his emotions it took a long time.
"And, it was… civil. At first but then she brought up you and " towards the end it seemed alec was going to break down again, all his words formed into one as he became more worked up.
"Alec, honey use your words" Magnus said trying to calm him down.
Alec looked up at Magnus his eyes watery "she basically called you a slut Magnus and that I shouldn't be with someone like you, someone who might use me then throw me away when he gets too bored, and someone who could hurt me"

How could Marsye say that to her own son, of all people? Magnus didn't care what she called him, in eight hundred years he had heard it all, but the way Marsye destroyed her son's spirit with something that was completely untrue! Was just heart shattering. It filled

Magnus with rage just thinking about it.

"That bitch" Magnus said letting go of Alec as he began to pace, hands fidgeting furiously as small blue sparks erupted from his finger tips.

Alec remained seated watching his boyfriend become more annoyed "Magnus! She's still my mother. Im sorry I let what she said get to me, but it just reopened the wound you know, about your past and Camille-"
"I told you Alec; Camille, all those others mean nothing to me now, all I want all I need and all I love is you" Magnus said as he stopped his pacing, he looked down at Alec's crumpled and defeated form.

Why did things have to be so hard for them?

"Im so sorry Magnus" Alec said as his eyes began to water. How could Magnus have been so stupid, no matter how hard this was for him it must be twice as hard for Alec?

Magnus spoke his thoughts they came out as hallowed whispers of a song he once knew

"Come stop your crying. It will be all right"

Magnus stood in front of his boyfriend his hand out stretched "Just take my hand Hold it tight"

Alec took Magnus's hand smiling as he stood up Magnus wrapped his arms around Alec's waist as he pulled him close. "I will protect you from all around you. I will be here
don't you cry"

Alec smiled as Magnus started to sway with him humming the words to an unknown song gently "For one so small, you seem so strong. My arms will hold you, Keep you safe and warm"

Magnus smiled as Alec relaxed into him leaning his head on his chest "This bond between us can't be broken. I will be here, don't you cry"

As the music from the TV started to speed up, the guitar flowing out into the near empty apartment Magnus spun Alec out which made Alec blush and roll his eyes at his boyfriend attempt at a dance "Cause you'll be in my heart. Yes, you'll be in my heart. From this day on. Now and forever more."

As Magnus spun Alec out he placed a hand on his heart "You'll be here in my heart, always"

Alec let go of Magnus's hand smiling slightly, he turned and looked out the window singing along to the song that seemed to speak exactualy what he was feeling: "why can't they understand the way we feel?"

Magnus came up behind him wrapping his arms around his waist "They just don't trust
what they can't explain"

Alec turned around in his arms so there was face to face once more "I know we're different but deep inside us-"

Magnus sang along with Alec smiling down at his lover: "We're not that different at all. And you'll be in my heart. Yes, you'll be in my heart. From this day on. Now and forever more"

Magnus stepped away from Alec and threw his hands up in the air care freely "Don't listen to them 'Cause what do they know?"

Alec followed him feeling his mood pick up already "We need each other, to have, to hold"

"They'll see in time. I know, we'll show them together"

They went back to being joined at the hip as the music reached its climax their voices hitting the notes perfectly each not looking away from the other "'cause you'll be in my heart From this day on, Now and forever more"

Magnus wrapped his arms around Alec's neck, as he finished the song his voice dying down so that only alec could have heard the words "Oh, you'll be in my heart. No matter what they say. You'll be in my heart, always"

"Always" Alec said raising himself on the toes of his feet as he kissed Magnus slowly.

Magnus smiled into the kiss, he pulled back a smirk playing on his lips "im sure the candles in my room are still burning"

Alec again rolled his eyes but pulled on Magnus's hand as he entered the bed room. Magnus smirked and followed thinking that maybe the night wasn't a complete disaster.

AN: there you go I told you it was fluffy ;)