New York, The City Of Love?
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee
Quinn had been acting strange the whole trip. Her level of excitement on a scale of 1 to 10 was a CERTIFIED -20. In the airplane ride to New York she only looked out the window and sighed while listening to songs on her iPod. Quinn wouldn't even sing with everyone in Time square. She was being a total kill joy. Until Santana and Brittany found out what was wrong…
"I don't care about some STUPID show choir competition!" Quinn shouted.
"Well you should!" Santana shouted back. "Cause this is the one chance that we have to actually feel good about ourselves!" There was an awkward pause. Tears started to swell up in Quinn's eyes.
"Aren't we supposed to be the popular girls?" She whispered. Santana scoffed in disbelief. "So why can't we have our dreams come true?" It started to come out. "She has love, Tina has it, and Even Zises hooks up…" Quinn Fabray had cracked. Santana and Brittany knew what she meant. A tear rolled down Quinn's cheek and she sat on the bed. Santana and Brittany couldn't help but to join her on the bed.
"I just want somebody to love me…" Quinn cried, her voice shaky.
"I think I know how to make you feel better." Santana said. Brittany brushed the hair out of Quinn's face.
"I'm flattered Santana but I'm really not that into that." Quinn said, another tear flowed down from her eye.
"No, no, I'm not talking about that," She started. "I'm talking about a haircut."
"Yes, totally." Brittany agreed. Santana and Brittany both hugged their weeping friend.
"One day he'll come." Santana whispered in Quinn's ear. Quinn sobbed.
"No, I'll never be good enough for anyone. Finn ditches me for the most annoying girl in school, Sam ditches me once I decide I want him, and then Finn re-ditches me for her." Quinn wept. "Puck just moves on like I don't even exist anymore." Quinn tried to hold back the tears. "We haven't talked at all this whole school year."
"It was different with Puck." Santana said. "With Finn you just kind of commanded him to do everything, with Sam he just wasn't enough, but with Puck it was real. He loved you, he cared for you, you had a kid with him…" Quinn couldn't hold back anymore. The tears flew out of her eyes.
"I miss her so much." Quinn stated. Santana patted her back.
"It'll be okay." She tried to comfort Quinn.
"Hey," Brittany said. "What if me and Santana go get a pedicure and come back and we can go do some midnight shopping in the 'Big Apple'," Brittany suggested. Santana nodded.
"Yeah that would be so fun Quinn," Santana agreed.
"Okay," Quinn agreed. "Go get your pedicure and I'll try to fix this disaster." Quinn pointed to her smeared mascara.
"Okay, let's go Brit," Santana got up off of the bed and grabbed Brittany's arm, dragging her out of the room. Quinn walked to the hall to go to the bathroom; she didn't want Rachel walking in on her. She neared the bathroom door and grabbed the handle. As she did the boys bathroom door flew open, it was Puck.
"Hey, are you okay?" His eyes were filled with concern. There was a moment of silence.
"Nothing," Quinn turned the handle. Puck grabbed her hand on the handle and stopped it.
"Who did this to you? You know I'll make them pay." Puck said. "I don't want anyone to hurt you.
"Really, cause you did a damn good job with that by shouting to the world that I'm Lucy Caboosey." Quinn glared. Puck's look dropped to the floor.
"I did it for Lauren," Puck tried to make it sound better. You could feel the tension in the air.
"Yeah, a lot of girls get chosen over me," Quinn threw his hand off of hers and walked into the bathroom, she dropped something on the floor in her way in. It was her room key. Puck picked it up and walked down to the girl's room. He slid it in and back out, waited for the green light, and walked in.
He spotted a notebook on the table. It was Quinn's song ideas. He picked it up and started to read the lyrics:
My Heart Is My Own
What's the point,
If you'll never be good enough.
You'll only be,
Left shattered and broken.
What's the point,
The trip might be too rough.
It's only me.
(Chorus)
My eyes were left wide open,
My soul trashed and taken.
My heart is my own.
You're no longer at the throne.
You have crushed me,
Killed my inner beauty,
You'll never have it again.
My heart is my own.
(Chorus)
Some things were left unsaid,
You're words are dead,
To me.
When you said you loved me.
My world got happy.
You were the only one for me.
(Chorus)
My eyes were left wide open,
My soul trashed and taken.
My heart is my own.
You're no longer at the throne.
You have crushed me,
Killed my inner beauty,
You'll never have it again.
My heart is my own.
(Chorus)
That was where the song stopped. It was obviously not finished but it was good. Puck turned the notebook closed and noticed that on the back of a notebook was written:
Quinn + Finn
It was written in the middle of a huge heart. Puck connected the dots. No one hurt Quinn on purpose, she was heartbroken.
"Can I help you?" Puck turned around, he was caught red handed. Quinn was standing in the doorway, arms folded.
I'm pretty sure the next chapters will be longer, please review!