I don't own DGM.

This a Tyki/Allen drabble. Implied smex. You've been warned.

This is after a relationship is already on its way an Allen is musing on it. Please don't shoot me.

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He could never really figure it out.

He could never really think of how or when the man he was currently nestled next to began to mean so much to him. All Allen could think about was how important it was that they should be together for as long as possible. That being away from him from him was suffocating; how every second away from Tyki made itself known as a dull ache inside his chest. Almost like the pain he felt the second time they both had met in those dark woods in China when said man had his hand wrapped around his heart and threatened to rip it out.

Things were so different now.

Every touch was gentle yet demanding. Every kiss was soft but passionate. Every word and whisper was meant to soothe and caress hearts that had been too bruised by a war that little by little stopped to be about humanity and more and more with power.

When they were together there was no Earl, no Noah, no war, no Exorcists. It was just the two of them reaching out towards heaven with blood-soaked hands, asking an unforgiving god for clemency they would never have.

What no one knew, not even Tyki, was that Allen had decided long ago that nothing mattered anymore. Not the order, or the Earl, or God. So long as he was with Tyki, he could do anything. If his touch made him a sinner, then let it be so. If simply being loved and reciprocating it was a sin then-

"Then I want to sin," he whispered quietly into the darkness that surrounded both of them.

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Hope I didn't do too bad. R&R plz?