disclaimer: i cannot own naruto because im not awesome
prologue
She was never really a fan of killing.
This may sound ridiculous to hear from someone who most likely killed so many people in her time but well not all you do is what you like. And unfortunately, Haruno Sakura is making a living with something she was not fond of.
The first time she was tasked to kill someone, she never let it cross her mind that it would be that difficult. Yeah, probably Sasori of the red sand is most likely worthy to be killed but it didn't really got her that it would be quite a challenge because of he's way of fighting and his pretty face (excuse the author).
Throughout her life, she felt many emotions whenever she takes away a life. It was either sadness or relief (but sometimes neither). She was not aware of the other emotions but surely she'll find out for sure.
However killing may also be her stress reliever. We all know that Haruno Sakura like to punch the ground, buildings, the bad guys, the stupid guys oh, almost forgot, Uzumaki Naruto. But that never really let out her anger on the world she is living. She doesn't really know why she got the stress. Maybe too much training, from work at the hospital of maybe Naruto but well, all of us is stressed with him, even the author.
The only time she forgets all her problems whenever she kills. She doesn't really know why. She thinks that it might be how she punches her opponents head on, or the way she stabs her kunai and how the blood splatters because of it, or maybe how the victim struggles free from her choking or maybe when the enemy breathes his last breath. She doesn't really know maybe we should ask someone else. This is all rather confusing.
But yeah, she was never really a fan of killing.