A/N: James why do you deny yourself. My Best friend and I came up with this story together.
Dis: Don't own, no money being made, only for enjoyment
Ruined
There Sirius was, pressed against his best mate, his lips flush against James'.
He was in heaven.
Siri knew he could lose it all, though. But at that moment he didn't care, all he wanted was James.
Padfoot was lost in the feel of the softness of his lips, his hands buried in James' dark curls.
He didn't want this to end.
But it did and to quickly for him as James shoved him away.
The look on James' face was murderous as he glared at his friend.
"What the hell Sirius?" James growled.
All Sirius could do was stand there, watching as their friendship crumbled before his eyes.
He wasn't sure, what he was going to say though.
But he must have said something, because his lips moved and this slipped out.
"I wanted your first kiss to be special."
Tears pooled in the corner of his eyes as he looked into hazel eyes. Hazel eyes that used to hold so much warmth, now though there was only disgust.
"You sick Fuck! Stay away from me." James shouted and stormed away.
A wail escaped his lips and he reached for James "Don't go Prongs, please."
Spinning around James yanked his arm out of reach and snarled "Don't touch me."
Sirius dropped his hand and slid down the wall, his heart broke as his world stopped. Tears flowed down his cheeks dripping off his chin.
Pain as such he never felt before ripped through him as James disappeared around the corner.
(*~*)
Remus found Siri later in the library, staring at nothing, the colour had all but faded from his grey eyes.
There was no mischief in them either and that caused concern to flared up in Moony as he ran to his friend.
A/N: Sirius had stayed in the corridor where his world had crumbled for at least 2 and a half hours before he got up and wandered around the castle before wandering into the library and into the back of it near the 'restricted section'.