Prologue
Edward
I don't know if Bella is the right one for me anymore. I think I'm having feeling for someone else. It's so hard to choose which one is right for me. I don't want to hurt anyone but want to be happy. I'm tired of trying to make everyone happy, it's my turn now.
I don't know if the one I'm in love with now can ever be. I can not just leave Bella even if i wanted to, she will i be torn apart. I can never forgive myself for what I have done the last time i left her. She was so sad and i thought she had killed herself, i can not let that happen again. I do not want to be selfish but i want to have one happy thing in my life.
I never wanted to become a vampire, why did my mother tell Carlisle to change me. This is not the life i wanted. If I could go back i would have never let this happen, but there is nothing I can do now. I would never want this life for anyone and i really don't want this for Bella.
I don't know what I'm going to do, i want to be with Bella but I have found a new love. I can only have one. Who will i choose? I'm not sure yet.
-This is my fist story tell me what you think! --Elizabeth