Stronger Than Fate: Prologue
~*~ Remus POV~*~
I was curled up in a fetial postion under the heap of blankets sprawled on my bed. My body trembling, waves of sorrow flooding over me, the tears streaming down my face. Last nights transformation had taken out a lot more of me than usual...because *he* wasn't there, I thought bitterly. It was like reliving those long 14 years when I thought he had betrayed me...my friend, my love, my mate... but I was wrong, all those years he had been innocent and I had hated him. Locked away in Azakabon, he was forced to expirance the hells that went on there. I was discusted with myself for ever believing that he would actually betray us. He had escaped though, and the truth came into light and he once again was back in my arms...but now, he was gone again. Not like the last time...he was gone forever. I felt fresh hot tears spring forth again as new tremors wracked my body. The black out curtians I had hung, blocked out the morning light, i was thankful for this. The darkness was comforting, like being cradled in the arms of death. I let all the thoughts slip from my mind, I fully couldn't comprihend what had happend...I felt like such I child a the moment, but I didn't care.
I don't know how much time passed as I lie like that, in complete shock, minutes, hours, days. I didn't care anymore, I had nothing left in to look forward to. He disappeared right before my eyes and I did nothing. There was nothing *I* could do. Tears once again began to surface, I hated myslef, I hated him, and I hated this god forsaken world; yet I loved him so much it just wasn't fair to have him taken away from me again. Just like everything else in my life, my humanity, my job, a normal life. I felt the hot drops of water form again against my eyelashes, these thoughts were to much for me to handle at the moment
I suddenly felt a familiar warmth pass through my body, it was comforting, calming, soothing, like someone had placed a thick heavy blanket around my body.
I shot up from the bed, wincing at the pain that coursed through my body. This warmth was so familiar, I knew it well.... it was the same as during my stay at Hogwarts when he had...
'He was alive'
'my god....'
'He's still alive...I can feel him'
I cupped my faces, tears steaming down my cheeks, out of joy? I could feel him through the bond we share. I began to laugh at the irony of it all.
'he was still alive on the otherside...of the veil...'
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Well...i hoped you liked the prologue, and i should have Chapter 1 up in a few weeks. This is the first fanfic i've ever written, so please read and review and be kind.....note: this has nor been beta'd yet, so there will be some mistakes. 3
~*~ Remus POV~*~
I was curled up in a fetial postion under the heap of blankets sprawled on my bed. My body trembling, waves of sorrow flooding over me, the tears streaming down my face. Last nights transformation had taken out a lot more of me than usual...because *he* wasn't there, I thought bitterly. It was like reliving those long 14 years when I thought he had betrayed me...my friend, my love, my mate... but I was wrong, all those years he had been innocent and I had hated him. Locked away in Azakabon, he was forced to expirance the hells that went on there. I was discusted with myself for ever believing that he would actually betray us. He had escaped though, and the truth came into light and he once again was back in my arms...but now, he was gone again. Not like the last time...he was gone forever. I felt fresh hot tears spring forth again as new tremors wracked my body. The black out curtians I had hung, blocked out the morning light, i was thankful for this. The darkness was comforting, like being cradled in the arms of death. I let all the thoughts slip from my mind, I fully couldn't comprihend what had happend...I felt like such I child a the moment, but I didn't care.
I don't know how much time passed as I lie like that, in complete shock, minutes, hours, days. I didn't care anymore, I had nothing left in to look forward to. He disappeared right before my eyes and I did nothing. There was nothing *I* could do. Tears once again began to surface, I hated myslef, I hated him, and I hated this god forsaken world; yet I loved him so much it just wasn't fair to have him taken away from me again. Just like everything else in my life, my humanity, my job, a normal life. I felt the hot drops of water form again against my eyelashes, these thoughts were to much for me to handle at the moment
I suddenly felt a familiar warmth pass through my body, it was comforting, calming, soothing, like someone had placed a thick heavy blanket around my body.
I shot up from the bed, wincing at the pain that coursed through my body. This warmth was so familiar, I knew it well.... it was the same as during my stay at Hogwarts when he had...
'He was alive'
'my god....'
'He's still alive...I can feel him'
I cupped my faces, tears steaming down my cheeks, out of joy? I could feel him through the bond we share. I began to laugh at the irony of it all.
'he was still alive on the otherside...of the veil...'
----
Well...i hoped you liked the prologue, and i should have Chapter 1 up in a few weeks. This is the first fanfic i've ever written, so please read and review and be kind.....note: this has nor been beta'd yet, so there will be some mistakes. 3