PREFACE
Today was different, today was the day that will change a lot in many life's.
Who would have guessed that I would be the sources of everything, who would have guessed that a sweet little innocent girl like me would bring that much drama. Nobody was prepared for what was about to happen, not even my twin sister knew what I was about to do. I left a lot of people behind and I knew I've hurt them, but most of all I hurt you. My sweetheart, my darling, my everything, I hurt you and I would never forgive myself for doing that too you. It happens all the time and people think it's normal until it happens with someone you love. It hurts to see the one's I love suffer that much, but believe me there better off without me. Like Amelia Barr once have said: "All changes are more or less tinged with melancholy, for what we are leaving behind is part of ourselves." I had to follow my heart, listen to what it was telling me, but instead of doing that I listen to my brain and run away. Nobody knew where I've had go to, even I didn't have a clue where I was heading. There was only one thing I was sure of and that was I would never come back to the once I used to love.
It was time for a whole new start, a new beginning for me and for my little baby bump. Yes I'm expecting a little baby, people would have judged me and I couldn't handled that . Let's start the surge for a new and safer home.