letter throughout time. Starts a few days after Sev called her a mudblood, fourth paragraph when Lil's married Potter, then sixth when she dies. Last Paragraph when he joins her.
To be fair; Lily was as good as dead to Sev after she left him. After he called her a mudblood. But thats a whole other kettle of fish. Or bucket of Salamanders. Whichever. ;D
Kimmy. XD
It hurts. There is no other way to describe the pain in my soul. It hurts. Becuase I miss you.
My eyes ache with the effort of not crying, my chest hurts; and you don't even know.
You don't know why.
A casual smile, a passing glance.
Oh Lily.
I see you, with him; so much happier than why you were with I; and oh my dear Lily; had I caged up this dove, for you to now be set free and soaring through endless skies with Potter?
Was I really that selfish? To want to keep you with me?
Lily. I love you. I crave your soft touch on my face, your arms around my waist.
Lily. I love you. I want to hold you once more in my arms, snuggle my kisses into your neck.
Without your gentle touch I am cold. Always cold.
Yet my heart beats warm, burning, scalding.
And no amount of time nor circemstance will quench this fire.
Always, Lily.
Always.
And I'll join you one day; and then, and then, Lily; will you see? How I suffered for you, for your boy? Will you see? How I helped him, saved him, saved all of them?
Will you see? Or will you send me away again?
Lily?
Love you Always.
Your Severus.