A/N: Wrote this after getting hooked on Saving Grace.. Wasn't really completely satisfied with the finale so I wrote my own. I hope that you like it..

I knew What I was doing when I tossed my cigar. I knew that I couldn't let evil win again, but a part of me just wanted for Mary Francis, revenge for Esperanza, How dare he taunt them in my face?

It was in that final moment though when I knew my life was over that I thought about everyone: my brothers, Paige, my mother, Clay, My team, Earl, and Rhetta. Oh Rhetta, she was my best friend since the 1st grade. There is no way that I would have made it where I got in life without her. I love Ham and I love Clay, but I think that it is Rhetta that I will miss the most.

The worst part of dying was leaving my body, it does hurt. Only for a minute but in that minute it feels like your being stabbed with ten thousand needles at once. What they don't tell you in Sunday school is that for a moment (Well a few moments) you get to witness the aftermath of you demise.

I have to give props to Leo for holding onto Rhetta, she's so distraught.. I hope that the fact that the "Angel Cop" Mai Mai is still standing will give her reason to hold onto her faith. No, this is not how it was supposed to end, but I hope that they all know how much I loved each of them and that I did what I did for them.

I cried a tear for everyone of their breaking hearts, the salute was a great honor. I am standing here unknown to everyone including Earl, I don't understand I would have figured at least he would be able to see me.

Ham and Butch carry my body to the van, I trust them wholeheartedly and I know that Henry won't trust anyone else with my body (Good thing he's already seen me naked).

I notice Ham go off on his own, What did he just..? Oh Ham I'm so Sorry, even I know know what's in the box. I don't even have to look.

Earl has found me, I can feel his hand on my shoulder.

"Wow, child this is not What was supposed to happened" He says quietly

I just nod my head. I don't really have the strength in me right now to speak. Earl notices, he stays quiet for a moment, wraps his arm around me and tells me that we need to talk. I think that's a great idea, but I can't seem to Focus on him as I looking around watching everyone some more.

"Grace, I understand that this is a shock, but we only have so much time and there are still decisions that need to be made"

I look at him confused. What decisions could I possibly have? I'm dead, I've already made the un-reverseable decision.

"You took this fight to a whole new level, you have choices.. you can choose to rest in peace, if you choose this you can see Mary Francis and your dad. You won't have to worry about anything ever again. Or you can choose to stay here and help others the way that I have helped you? With that you will be able to look on as you are doing now with the people that you have left behind.."

I look at him again, this time in wonder.. I could be somebody's angel? I fucked up... a lot! Why would they let me be an angel?

"Earl"

"yes Grace"

" I will stay and help under on condition "

"Of course, I would never expect a simple answer from you Grace. What is your condition?"

"I need for Rhetta to be able to see me, like I was able to see you. If I can do that then I will will stay"

"Grace, I don't know if I can make that deal" He says disappointingly, knowing that if he can't then I won't stay

"Talk to your boss Earl, I'm sure that a fighter like me will be worth the trade"

Earl just looks at me. He smiles a little and then I have to as Well, for it took my death for me to realize how much of an assist I was for this whole balance thing.

"Better hurry Earl, I'm pretty sure we are getting low on time"