I don't own any of these characters all owned by Shonda Rhimes.

First Fanfiction, Just testing the waters and see where it all ends up. have a little idea of what i want to go with this story. Any reviews or idea's are greatly appreciated.

Callie's POV

It was a long night, I just got off a shift and had lost my patient. I was ready to head home, get into some comfy clothes, pour myself a glass of wine and, just read a book. The next thing i know i hear my voice being called.

"Callie!"

" Hey, mark, what's up?"

" Not a lot, What are you doing tonight?"

" I was about to head home and relax. Why?"

" a few of us were about to head to Joe's for a few drinks, you should come, looks like you could use one..or...two."

" I don't know mark. I'm not really in the mood to be around a lot of people. lost a patient today and i just want to go home."

" Callie, stop with the pity, your coming out with us, lets go."

Mark doesn't know how to take no for an answer. He's right though, I do need one..or..two drinks. As were walking to Joe's. My head is foggy and i cant get my patient out of my head. I feel like I should have tried harder, but there was nothing more i could have done. people at 80 don't usually do good, with surgery's that last 6hrs. something about that man, just couldn't get him out off my mind. As I'm walking, I'm counting the cracks making sure I don't step on them keep thinking when I see one" step on a crack, you break your mothers back." Mark cuts my thinking off.

"so how are you and Erica doing?"

"umm, I think we're doing alright. we got into it a little last night. she brought up, wanting to move in together."

" let me guess, you don't want to?"

"I'm just not ready for that kind of commitment yet."

" Callie, you guys have been dating for almost two years, if that's not commitment, I don't know what is." he laughs.

" I like my space Mark. I like coming home and just being by myself.I don't have to answer to anyone, I can leave a trail of my clothes to my bedroom for however long I decide."

" I guess. but aren't you looking for a roommate?"

" yeah, but not my girlfriend. haha sounds harsh, but we haven't been getting a long to well and I know us living together wont help."

we finally get to Joe's. when we walk in I see Meredith,Cristina, Alex and Derek, all at a table waiting for us.

"HEY!" they all yelled..

" How did you talk Callie into coming, mark?" Derek asked?

"I'm just that good."

Joe, comes to the table and asks us what we want and if we all want refills. I order my red wine, Mark orders a beer to start with. conversation starts to flow. Mark was absolutely right, I really needed this. He can be a creepy ass but, he's a great friend, my best friend. we have a little bit of a history. we used to mess around for the fun of it. I was trying to more so figure out what side of the field I played, he was willing to help me out. Then I met Erica. We hit it off, she was never with a woman before me and me, I have only kissed and touched a girls boob. We started hanging out a lot more and just kinda fell into it all, we never actually made our relationship official, it just kinda happened that way. It was like we didn't have to, we both knew. Things were great I was the ortho god and she was the Hospital's head of cardiothoracics. "Yang loved that she was there and that we were together. she for some reason thought. because we were dating, she would be able to get onto Erica's service." We somehow, somewhere started to slowly drift apart. We are good at making us look like we were fine, only people who knew we weren't was. Mark, Erica and I .

I am now on my ...I don't even know how many drinks I have consumed. I lost count, I haven't let loose or drank this much in a long long time. I usually go home or go to Erica's. Mark is over his limit as well. we end up playing a game of pool and drink a few more. I know I should stop but, I'm having fun and I'm out with my friends.

I finally look at my phone, 9 missed calls, and 5 text , my phone has been on silent. All from Erica. one saying that she was getting worried so she was heading over to my place. that was an 1hr ago.

" Mark, I have to go home. It's really late and Erica has been calling me."

" okay, I'll come with you. make sure you get home safe. plus I should be heading home myself."

I go to put my coat on and as I go to turn around. my eye's lock with A beautiful blond with blue eye. I forget to breath, everything in the bar seems to fade away. I have no idea what has gotten into me but, my gosh. She smiles at me and my heart just melts. The bell behind her rings to let everyone know someone is coming into Joe's. for a second I don't look. then I hear Mark say something. He pinches me a little which then pulls me from what felt like an amazing dream.

"Callie, Erica, is here."

I look behind the beautiful blond and I am met with, another set of blue eye's. The difference with these blue eye's is, they aren't happy and they let you know. I give a shy/oh shit smile to Erica, but the beautiful blond standing in-front thinks it is for her and she send me a flirty wave. I walk up to Erica and the beautiful blond went to say something to me. But I walked past her and went straight to Erica, gave her a kiss.

" Hey, baby. how are you. I was just heading back home and was going to call you."

" Really Callie? you ignore my calls and my text. I'm worried about you and your sitting here getting fucking wasted with no other then, Mark Sloan. I should have known."

" I had a bad day, I lost a patient, I was heading home and he asked me If i wanted to go for a couple drinks. but It ended up being a little more. I'm sorry."

" whatever, are you ready? I'll take you, to make sure you go home and not hit up another bar."

" Thanks Erica, I don't think we should be walking or driving.I was going to call a cab, but if you are going to take us home." Mark says

" you are crazy, if you think I'm giving you a ride."

"Erica! come on it's not his fault. I'm an adult I didn't pay attention to the time or keep track of how many drinks I had. I don't need a sitter."

" well obviously you do. lets go home now! I'm not in the mood. I have to work tomorrow and I'm out at 2:30 am looking for my girlfriend."

" don't worry about it Callie, I'll just crash at Derek's tonight and head home in the morning. I'll stop by check on you and see how you are doing."

Erica and I head out of Joe's and get in her car. It was a silent drive the whole way home. I knew I wasn't out of the clear, but I'm also not a kid, I'm an adult I can do whatever I want. Who was that beautiful blue eyed woman, who walked into the bar? I couldn't get her out of my mind. Erica puts the car in park and gets out of the car. I'm way to wasted so I sit there for a moment, my reflexes aren't on point. she comes to my side of the car,opens the door for me and i get out. we take the elevator up to my apartment, it's once again silent. she hasn't said one word to me yet. I take my keys out of my purse and put it in the door to unlock it. as I open the door, she comes in shuts it and walks to the kitchen. she fills up a glass cup with ice water, she hands it to me, then walks away. I take my coat off and grab the water. Who is that woma..

" I can not believe you right now Callie!" she yells, cutting me off from my thoughts.

" believe what Erica?" I say, I'm tired, drunk and just not in the mood to be arguing.

" you! you don't even tell me your going out. when I talked to you before you got off you said you were heading home. You never told me you changed your mind. instead, I find you shit faced with mark."

" Erica, I wasn't planning on going out. I wasn't planning on staying out this late and most certainly wasn't planning on getting wasted"

" I don't like you hanging out with mark"

" well,I'm sorry but he's my best friend."

I walked away to head to the bedroom hoping she wouldn't follow. I closed the door behind me and went to get undressed just as I pulled my shirt over my head, my door opens. Ugh here we go..

" Erica, please not right now. I'm really not wanting to do this right now."

" you're never in the mood to talk, It's always something. I'm to tired, I don't feel good, I have to go to work, I lost a patient today. When are we going to actually talk about the problems that we are having?"

" I don't know Erica, I have tomorrow off we can talk then."

" well Callie, because you pay no attention. I have work tomorrow, and surgeries up the ass. I don't know when I will be off."

I get my clothes off and I'm in my bra and underwear. I head to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. Erica follows suit, I take it she is staying the night tonight. not a big deal, just don't want to fight right now. at least wait until I can focus and understand what you're saying.

I climb into bed and turn off my lamp. A few minuets later the bed dips down and the light turns off. I feel arms wrap around me and lips on my shoulder.

" I'm sorry. I don't know whats happening between us." she says.

I pretend I'm already asleep. I feel her hands grab my boob and thrust her hips into my backside. she slowly slides her hand down my torso and went to drip into my underwear. I stir hoping it would stop her from what she is doing. she take her finger and puts it between my folds.

" Erica, not right now. I'm tired and want to go to sleep."

" seriously Callie, You never want to do it."

next thing I know my bedroom door slams shut, before she leaves she says. " I'll see you later." I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

Please let me know what you think. Hope Yall liked it. more to come.