It's funny how the day I started my entries was the day the dreams started. It sucks being surrounded by people who have friends and socialize with everyone they see. What makes it worse was being surrounded by an entire town where everybody knows everyone and you're the only one who barely talks.
My parents think I'm awkward ,because of some mental problem they made up. But the truth is, I hate almost everyone in my school. My parents are the most popular socialites in town who have balls, galas, and cotillion almost every weekend to sustain their "pristine reputation". Is what I get every time I ask why they go to these things let alone force me to got with them. I'm an only child and I know they won't say it but I know they wish they had more. Believe me, they hate kids, I barely saw them until i was 13. That's the only reason why I'm an only child. Plus, they think if they had another child it would make me stick out like a sore thumb even more.
I know what you're thinking " how can you possibly think that. They're your parents and they love you". I know that ,but its not a worry I had about my parents not wanting me to stick out more. Do you remember the fake mental problem my parents thought I had? Well... they got me a therapist ,so they could find out "what was wrong". I've been going to for 3 weeks and haven't said a word. She told for a fact that's why I have a therapist. She only told me this to get me to start talking and see how she can "help me". 3 times a week and a extra hour the longer I don't talk. The only form of communication we have is yes or no questions. I hope knows I'm not that easily tricked into talking.