A.N. This is a song fic from Ginny's point of view about how Harry must feel after the war. The song is "Fall Into Me" by Sugarland. Sorry if the typing is bad. I did it on my iPod. Also don't get mad if I got the words wrong because I did it myself without listening to the song as I did it.
Disclaimer: I don't own the world that they live in. That belongs to J.K. Rowling. The lyrics (italicized) belong to Jennifer Nettles and Kristian Bush and whoever else.
When the weight of the world bears down so hard you leave footprints on the street
and there's too many miles to face without a few more hours sleep
the storm clouds overhead won't shed any rain to quench your thirst
I wanna be the one you reach for first.
Harry has so much going on right now. Poor guy. He feels responsible for everything and he's not and now he has to reform the ministry and is head auror and has to help the families o the affected and has to see the awful Dursleys again and then he has to help rebuild the school while grieving himself. He should be celebrating but he just can't. I hope he knows that I will always be there for him.
When your faith is stretched so thin that you can see straight through your soul
and you can't find a Nickel to buy a smile cuz your pockets all got holes.
You wanna shut the door and hide before the day can get much worse.
I wanna be the one you reach for first
Nothing is going right. Harry just realized that he made (he blames it all on himself) little Teddy grow up without parents. He doesn't what Teddy to experience what he did. The more casualties he finds the more he just wants it all to be over. He needs to know that I'm here for him and always will be.
Fall into me my arms are open wide and you don't have to say a word cuz I already see that it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts. And I wanna be the one you reach for first
It's hard to face what happened and you're scared that everyone will hate you forever and you're tired because you can't sleep because of everything that you have to do and it hurts because your soul is so close to shattering with emotion. I will always accept and cherish you.
I Wanna be the bottle you've been drinking with your eyes and the road you run away on you've been running all your life the third row pew you last knew as a child in church I wanna be the one you reach for first.
I hope you realize that I love you and want you to be happy and that I above all don't blame you and neither does anyone else. I will help you come to an okay place.
Fall into me my arms are open wide and you don't have to say a word cuz I already see that it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts. And I wanna be the one you reach for first
I know that I can't completely empathize but I can completely sympathize. I feel bad for you.
Before you turn the keys before you fall asleep before you drift away to fight those demons waiting for you in your dreams before your arms are stretched wide open before you reach into the sky before you're searching for directions and all the answers till you fall
I can try to help you heal. Let me.
Fall into me my arms are open wide and you don't have to say a word cuz I already see that it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts. And I wanna be the one you reach for first
It is okay. I understand. I'm here for you. I'm always going to be here for you. You don't have to face this alone. I'm here.