Song: In the Next Room
Artist: Neon Trees
Short Description: Lissa wonders about Rose and if she feels the same way Lissa does.
~Lissa POV~
I faked a yawn, and stretched as I stood up from the chair I was sitting in. "I'm kinda tired, and I have to get up early for a meeting tomorrow, so I'm gonna go to bed." I explained to whoever was listening, which I expected was no one.
Christian was trying to beat Rose at every video game we had, and failing, and Dimitri was very much absorbed into a new western book Rose got him last week. "Night Babe" Christian says, not paying much attention.
"Nighty night Sparky!" Rose says and then there is a explosion on screen. Christian throws his controller on the floor, crosses his arms on his chest and says something about cheating. "Night sweets, love ya." Rose says turning her head to look at me over her shoulder, smiling.
There you go messin' with my mind
"Love you too." I say smiling and then walking away to my room. I changed into my pj's and then laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
I am usually better when I lie
That smile was so happy and sweet. It could have been because she just beet Christian, but that is impossible. It had to have been just for me.
There I go stuck inside a shell
And you're living on the other side, a lovers carousel
She does feel it doesn't she... Of course she does because she is obviously playing a game with me...
If you only knew
Is there a way I can possibly tell her? But I'm sure it's not just me, she has to feel this too. I could then hear a faint conversation from the living room, "That's enough ass whooping for now Sparky, I'm kinda tired too. You should practice so next time it might make it a little more challenging for me." I hear Rose say. Then there was a high pitch sequel and I heard, "My legs work you know!" From a laughing Rose. Dimitri must have picked her up, he does that a lot when he wants Rose... Then there was laughing and footsteps coming down the hall, and go into the room next to mine.
We were currently having a big house built for all of us, but it wouldn't be done until next month. So for now we were staying in a medium sized apartment towards the center of Court. An apartment with only two bedrooms right next to each other, with thin walls...
Ohh, I lose control
When I hear your body move
Through the walls in the next room
Pretty much every night I could hear them in there, and I just could not stand it.
Ohh, I lose control
When I hear your body move
And I'm dying to break through to the next room
It's times like this my hatred for Dimitri really shone bright. How could she do this... Let him do that, when I love her more! I can't have her because of him.
You make love to everything you touch
It's a natural reaction, it's a sexual attraction
It's like she rubbing it in my face, how she's having sex with everyone but me! Okay so not everyone, just Dimitri, but still it's pretty much every single night and they go at it like horny teenage rabbits!
You play me like I am made of strings
I'm the violin, a melody, I want your lips to sing
She always so nice to me, so sweet, like she really loves me. Not that 'Oh I luverz mah BFF!' shit. No, like pure,true love. How many time I wish I could be the one that kisses her everyday whenever I want.
If you only knew
How hard it is to handle
How bad I want this scandal
How does she not realize how much she affects me! I wouldn't care what anyone says if she would be mine. Nothing, not that we are both girls, or that I'm a Moroi and she's a Dhampir or even that I'm the queen. Nothing.
Ohh, I lose control when I hear your body move
Through the walls in the next room
I can hear them, all the screams, the moans, the various commands to each other... Everything. And I hate it.
Ohh, I lose control when I hear your body move
And I'm dying to break through to the next room
Ohh, to the next room, ohh
Why couldn't have she picked me, it really pisses me off that she picked that Strigoi wanna-be over me. And it kills me that I can't be that one bringing her that pleasure, making her scream at the top of her lungs in pure bliss.
Tell me 'my world revolves around you'
Why can't she just admit she loves me as much and in the same way that I love her.
Tell me 'oh I can't live without you'
Just admit that I am the reason she wakes up every morning and keeps going through the day.
Tell me 'you're losing sleep tonight'
That even after they are done, that she lays there wondering what it would be like with me.
Cuz I'll tell you straight I'll never wait
I won't take no no no no no no no no
Oh I won't take no no no
Because I know her, and I know how she thinks. I know we share the same thoughts, she's just scared to admit them, afraid I don't love her the same way. But that's wrong, absolutely wrong. And I will continue to wait until she's ready to admit them, because she isn't getting away from me.
Oh I lose control when I hear your body move
When I hear your body move
They are still making an ungodly amount of noise, how long are they going to do this to me. Torture me like this, make me suffer.
Ohh, my heart you stole every time your body moves
I'm just dying to break through to the next room
Why, oh, why can't she pick me! Even if she's only willing to admit her feelings for one night. I would be so happy if I even got one night, as long as I never had to listen to them at it again.
I lose control, my heart you stole
I've been in love with her for years and years. How has she not noticed it, noticed me!
To the next room
I lose control
Just then Christian came into the room. "Thought you were going to sleep, babe." He says noticing I'm still awake. With a look of annoyance on my face I nod my head towards the wretched wall. "Think it's to late to get their room soundproofed?" He shakes his head and laughs as he crawls into bed. "It's never to late." I smile and snuggle up to him. This will have to work for now.
I feel the need to add this (even if it should be at the top...) I don't in anyway own VA the lovely Richelle Mead does nor do I own the song In the Next Room that belongs to Neon trees.
So I wrote this at like 12 12:30 in the morning so I am sorry for any mistakes, or if it's just udderly terrible. But I do hope you like it and feel free to tell me what you think. The story just kind of popped in my head when I was folding laundry and the song was playing. I was thinking 'hmm this could be pretty good' Except of course I'm not a big fan of my own writing because I feel I don't put enough details or don't expand enough... I go off on tangents sometimes, so sorry about that... Like I said tell me what you thought (it's terrible isn't it?(I'm so hard on myself...))