He had been slipping away from me, I knew it . . . I just refused to admit it to myself. After all, who wants to lose their best friend ? Who wants to think to know that their best friend is slipping away ?

Surley not Clyde Donovan.

The brunette boy had been trying his hardest for awhile now to understand why his best friend Craig Tucker, was leaving him behind. Sure, Craig wasn`t the most social guy out there but still he would - - or use to find the time to hang out with his friends, but now it was as if Craig was in his own world, as if the raven haired boy had compeltly disattached himself from the world, from Clyde. Now, that`s what upsetted Clyde to no end. Biting his lip Clyde decied that tomorrow, things would be different. Tomorrow the brunette would face the raven. With that the blue eyed boy slip under his covers and drifted to a sleep.

The next morning Clyde woke up to a loud ' BEEP BEEP BEEP ' noise. "Stupid clocks . . ." The brunette grumbled as he slammed his had down on the off button. Sitting up, Clyde looked down at his pilliow to notice that there were tear stains on them, had he cried last night ? Sighing the brunette got up and walked towards his bathroom. Stripping down Clyde turned on the hot water and hopped into the shower, taking his sweet time to wash his hair and body. The brunette was known as the second fattest kid in school, but he was as skinny as everyone else, in fact he had a great body . . . Well, in his eyes. Turning off the water Clyde grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his body before stepping out of the shower. Then the brunette headed to his mirror, grabbing the blow dryer Clyde began to dry his hair. When that was finished he left the bathroom and headed to his closet. Clyde`s family were fairly weathly, second best to Token`s family, so the boy had a pretty decent house. Opening the doors to a walk in closet, the brunette grabbed a green t - shirt, red jacket and blue skinny jeans and changed. Then he pulled on some white socks before heading down stairs.

Neither of Clyde`s parents where home, they had gone on some buiness trip or something, so Clyde had the whole house to himself for a month, not to mention it was winter break. Life was good for the boy, aside from the friendship problem he was facing at the moment. Grabbing a bowl and a spoon Clyde put them down on the table before grabbing the cereal and milk. Sitting down the brunette ate his breakfast in slience, then stood up and put the bowl and sppon in the sink before grabbing the cereal, putting it in the cuboard and then putting the milk in the fridge.

' tap tap tap '

It sounded as if someone was knocking on the door, blinking Clyde looked at the time. 10 : 37 AM who the hell would come to his house at this hour ? Walking to the door Clyde opened it with a grin,

"Hello !" The boy said cheerfully but the smile was gone when he heard the person speak,

"Clyde ! You gotta come to the hospital !" The other male that was standing before Clyde spoke,

"Why ? Token what happened ?" The brunette asked blinking at his friend.

"I`ll tell you on the way there, come on man !" The dark skinned male said urging his friend on,

"Okay ! I`ll be right there !" Craig called as he tugged on his shoes and quickly locked the door as he left. Getting into the car with Token, Clyde put his selt - belt on.

"Craig`s in the hospital." Token said, pity in his voice

"What happened ?" Clyde asked his eyes went wide with fear

"He . . . He had an overdose on some drugs and . . ." Token said starring at Clyde,

"He`s been doing drugs ?" Clyde`s voice cracked on drugs.

"Apparently." Token grunted as he stared at the road.

"That asshole ! Why would he do that to himself ? Why wouldn`t he tell us ? Why would he even touch that stuff ? !" Clyde ranted, sure they had smoked weed and drank from time - to - time but never did the brunette think that Craig would overdose on anything !

"What . . . Did He overdose on ?" Clyde asked Token,

" . . . You don`t need to know that Clyde. They said it would seem that he`d been drinking and doing sevral drugs for awhile now, and his body couldn`t take it." Token said softly as he pulled into the parking lot.

Clyde was almost crying by the time they got to Craig`s room. Within' the room was Tweek, Kevin, Jason, Craig`s parents, a doctor and Craig`s grandmother. Clyde sat down beside Tweek who was twitching more then anything.

"Is this everyone ?" The doctor asked, Craig`s parents just nodded.

"Your son . . . and friend Craig here, did a little to much of . . ." Craig`s father shot the doctor a sharp glare,

"Heroin." The Doctor said ignoring Craig`s father,

"But lucky for him, he should be fine in a months time." The Doctor said softly nodding to the boy who was sitting in the bed. With that the doctor turned and left the room, followed by Craig`s parents and grandmother. Craig`s friends went and stood by him,

"What the hell is wrong with you man ?" Jason asked simply

"Yeah ! you could have - GAH - died !" Tweek added,

"What were you thinking ? !" Kevin sniffled, rubbing his eyes

"Were you trying to die ?" Token stated. The only one that remained slient and un - moving was Clyde.

"Go. Away." Craig rasped as he laided down.

"But - AH - Craig !" Tweek protested, while Token shrugged and left.

"Fine, but I`m just going outside." Kevin snapped back getting up and leaving.

"I`ll be with Kevin." Jason stated simply, following the asian boy. Tweek gave in too and left as well. Clyde remained in his seat staring at the floor,

"Aren`t you going to leave too ?" Craig said, anger clear in his voice.

"No." The brunette said, tears falling from his eyes

"Why can`t you be like the others and not give a fuck ? Be more like Token," Craig snapped and Clyde stood up.

"Is this why you haven`t been hanging out with us ? Ignoring me ? Because you were to busy with your drugs ? !" Clyde snapped back, his eyes narrowing as tears fell from them.

"Don`t fucking cry ! I don`t need your pity !" Craig growled flipping the brunette off.

"Answer me, Craig." Clyde spat

"Yes ! This is why !" Craig answered, no real emotion in his voice

"What if you died ?" The brunette asked, his arms shaking

"Ever thought that maybe that`s what I wanted ?" Craig said, his voice still emotionless.

"Why would you want to . . . Die ?" Clyde asked, sitting back down

"Fuck off, Donovan." Craig answered and closed his eyes. Clyde wasn`t done speaking, so he got up and attempted to wake the raven up, but his attempts were useless.

Craig had gone into an coma.

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I know, a lot of drama for the first chapter and OOCness but oh well.

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