Title: Break My Heart

Rating: T (still not sure though)

Genre: Romance/Comfort

Summary: Jeff was always careful when getting into a relationship. But she was going to break his heart, just like she did his brothers. But Amy has a different idea in mind. Will old flames rekindle JeffLita.

Break My Heart

Chapter 1: The proposal

Jeff's POV

I sat at the table in shock of what I had just discovered. I had re-read the letter over and over. It still made no difference. I read through it once more hoping to see the joke in it. Maybe even the flaw. But I couldn't find it anywhere. There had to be something unless it was real. Pfft but like that was going to happen. That was as likely as Matt saying forgiving her. Not likely at all. Then it hit me. If she found out. That had to be it. Because as much as I hated to admit it I still loved Amy with all my heart. I just couldn't do it though. I mean at first she went out with my older brother, that caused some issues I'm lucky Matt didn't realise. Then she cheated on Matt with Adam, and now she was- well I don't really know but. Ugh this was too complicated. I read the letter yet another time.

Hey Jeffro,

Your probably staring at this like, "what the fuck" but truth is I had to write this, it been driving me mad.

For ages I've been wanting you back, maybe as a friend. Hopefully as more. I took a reality check though, after what happened with Matt I realised, I was lucky if you'd take me back as even a friend. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused for you. I just wish I had someone. No-one seems to care about me any more, and even if they did, it wouldn't half compare to what you gave me.

I've wished so many times since what went down, that you'd take me back. Even give me a chance to say Thank you or even sorry. While I'm writing this I need to say that I've heard your still not over Beth, but Jeffy if that's all she wanted, Money, Fame and Sex, Then she didn't deserve a second of your time. I laugh at myself most the time when I think about that seeing as i'm just as bad. If not worse. I caused you and your family pain when I started the fling with Adam and when I didn't have the strength to say No, all I did was fall into it.

I miss everything, from Raw to Team Xtreme. Team Xtreme has to be the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. Team Xtreme is where all my good memories originate. You guys took me from Rookie to the top with Trish. Your the reason I held the championship for so long and many times.

Jeff your a bonus to anyone's life. Maybe my bonus time is up. Maybe I took my last shot. Maybe I've been sent to the bench after my third strike. A chance to say Sorry is all I want Jeff. You're the umpire now.

Red x

Truth was I wanted to take her back. Thing was I couldn't, I mean Matt. He'd blow if he found out. I'd been 10 ft under before my next birthday. A chance to say Sorry wouldn't hurt though. Would it? I sat gazing into space. I heard the door open and Matt call out

"Jeff I'm home" I shook my head and folded the letter up, sliding it into my back pocket.

"I got stuff for the BBQ" I frowned Matt had invited everyone in the neighbour hood to our latest BBQ, including Beth. As much pain as she has caused me, he found that he still loved her like the sister he had always treated her as. Therefore she was coming. I just had to hope she didn't bump into me for the duration of the event. I looked at Matt he obviously didn't see me because whenever I, or anyone else for that matter, were around him, he would plaster a fake smile on his face and go around as if he was over Amy and the whole drama. Truth was he was over Amy as much as I was over Beth, Not at all. That was when I knew my decision was made. If anyone could make my big brother this depressed and sad. They didn't deserve the chance to speak.

"Brilliant" I shouted as I revealed myself. I walked back into the living room and dropped the paper into the fire. I watched as it burnt, until the only visible thing I could see was Sorry and Red x.

"You okay Jeff?" Matt asked me. I turned around giving him a half smile

"I'm fine, I think" he walked off and I turned around to watch my last chance of seeing my first love, my only love, disappear.

AN:- The Next chapter should be up soonish. I wanna thank Tiffany for all the help she gave me. So this fic is for you girl. After all you gave me the idea. Review Please!

Rach x