Dear Beth,
I promised you everything.
You were just a spot
on a greyscale image
that made no sense.
But from the first day,
you were a part of me.
You deserved everything from me.
I'm so sorry if you ever think
you were made
out of a drunken mistake,
out of my insecurities,
out of his, too.
It's not about the how,
but the why.
Because you gave new meaning
to my life,
gave me the purpose I lost
along the road.
I fought for you yet
I lost you.
But I kept you close to my heart,
all the while.
All I want is for you
to remember, I do love you.
I promised and promises
last forever.
Yours always, Quinn.